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what about the alter-reality? well, i need to do something or other, yes. clearly... let me think about this.

no, this is is silly and arbitrary. let me just try and clean in here as much as i can and then actually get started on 2013 again once i...

yeah, so i was going to do some rebuilding over late 2016 but then i remembered that i'd have to load up my youtube site and my word doc...

was lenin talking about his lobbyist buddies in new york banks? this time, he starts off by talking about madisonian democracy and invokes t...

i seem to have hit the limit for tonight already so i'll need to really stop to eat, now. and i guess i'll try to clean a little in ...

maybe the type of music you  like is produced by junkies and drugged-up buffoons. but, it's not what the music i  make is like. check ou...

marijuana makes people dumb . i need the ability for clear and focused thinking, or i'm not into it. i'll ramble online, instead.

drugs have the tendency to convert intelligent, creative artists into blithering, retarded idiots. i'm not doing that to myself - i'...

why don't i do it like this, though... i had a bunch of files put aside for rebuilding 2014-2017. if i post too fast, they'll shut m...

ok. i'm realizing the need for a rethink, here. up until about september of last year, i was working on a series of liner notes for old ...

another high point on the second disc:

the second record has one of the best lines in rock music history, though: "do you have an opinion? a mind of your own? i thought you ...

i spent a fair amount of time with the second garbage record, but it was quite obviously a very big shift in sound and it just didn't ha...

go misunderstand me over there... (points finger in distant direction)

so, i was supposed to go to an appointment this morning, then get back to what i was doing this evening, but the appointment was cancelled a...

....+ the extra ridiculous version with the timothy leary sample that got rejected from last rights . i just breathed this in and out.

reznor + vrenna + thirlwell + balance. fuck.

there were two - and only two - tapes that i listened to in my walkman so much that i actually wore them out to the point that they started ...

but, you would have been more likely to catch me listening to ministry, dead kennedys or skinny puppy. and, if you know the politics these b...

i was a big shirley  manson fan:

i'm culturally descended from an industrial/punk lineage that largely saw manson as a lame, meathead poseur from day one. like, the guy...

i'm a transgendered woman, i'm not a drag queen.

i have never  said anything good about that guy, and have barely said anything about him at all. and, i don't think i've ever posted...

i have never listened to a marilyn manson record from start to finish and have been exceedingly critical of him as an unoriginal douche bag ...

i was hoping to get through the dental stuff quickly, and then wasted the week on it. not much happened regarding court stuff this week, but...

so, what's next, then, if i've done as much with my teeth as i can figure out for now? i should double check the legal stuff, for th...

i just read up a little on how braces actually work and... ..ummm... what? i think i'll avoid dissolving my jawbone on purpose, at this ...

i say "crooked teeth", but it's more like crowding. at the top of my mouth, both of the molars on either side that are closest...

so, what's the conclusion i'm coming to with my teeth? 1) i have some crooked teeth and it's causing some gum recession. 2) a fe...

i'm actually largely in agreement with what parenti is saying in his definition of culture, but i'm willing to use the inflammatory ...

i'm realizing i lost my train of thought with that and am going to need to seriously reevaluate when i get back to it in building the do...

i'm posting the most recent version of the tables in order to print it for my doctor. disclaimer: i've gone to town with a few thing...