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so, what i've done is start at the beginning and, whenever i see a thread in one of the blogs, have noted it, with the hope of maintaini...

canada does not have privately owned hospitals. all hospitals here are public property.

if you're sitting there, quietly refusing to leave, the cops just simply don't have the authority to remove you from a hospital for ...

so, i got my report from the oiprd on the hospital arrest for trespassing on public property, and the cop doesn't have the slightest ide...

so, i'm steering clear of the dorian hypothesis at the moment, for the reason that i actually think it makes a lot of sense, even if it ...

i ask you this question and present it to you in a specific way, because i fully expect that you don't  know that.

did you know that slavery is actually still legal in most of the muslim world, and the slaves are almost entirely african in birth and origi...

ok, so i got through the process of making sure i kept track of everything i added to the blogs over the previous rebuilding last month. i n...

there's an election in ontario next june.  i'd actually rather they be distracted by covid-19 than slash and burn everything. so, th...

so, when are we going to at least see a removal of restrictions in windsor, then? if you follow the logic coming from the premier's offi...

while any causal linkage would be dubious at best, if a spike in cases were to follow a border re-opening, the government would be done for....

when do i think it's going to be safe to re-open the border and get back to going to shows? well, i don't think the science supporte...

so, i just did the dishes this morning, instead. i was going to get my iron tested tomorrow morning but decided i should wait until i'm ...

most  theory is bullshit. do the experiment.

listen - i didn't learn about being transgendered in a classroom. i'm not applying an academic theory. i'm living a life. and, i...

today's post is inri007. === so, how exactly does one go about being transgendered, anyways? i mean, like anything else, i guess you hav...

mass inequality is both a function of and the first step towards the collapse of any advanced society. if we're smarter than our ancesto...

as mentioned previously, mayan history is almost entirely mythical. this is pieced together by looking at glyphs in a dead language and buil...

i had to take a nap... the wood is cut. the bathroom is spotless. but, i lost the evening. so, this weekend wasn't what was intended, bu...

i'm awake, so i'm going to finally clean that bathroom fully.

the question is if they ever got to hudson's bay. if they found a way to get to hudson's bay, the whole continent opens up.

there is actually a fair amount of evidence suggesting early contact between europeans and the northern indigenous groups like the cree in t...

so, if i don't have a lot of blood, and i use it all to digest the food i'm eating, the result is i don't have enough free blood...

what a weird night lost in limbo. so, i finally woke myself up around 4:00 only to realize i was starving. so, i made pasta....and caught a ...

just to update where i am on the fall of civilizations run through... i have watched both of these videos and don't have much to add.  i...

i've pointed out before that these ancient demos, while very crude, also seemed to click into a few things - there's tracks that pre...

fwiw, my records suggest that skaters was completely finished before  ok computer was released. even i pulled that influence out, but it see...

today's post is inri006. === the christmas of 1997 was a good one. in addition to getting a four-track recorder to multitrack with, i al...

i'm not much of a man, trust me.

for right now, i'm feeling floaty and kind of shitty, but i don't want to go to sleep until i can finish cleaning in the bathroom an...

so, i intended to take a nap yesterday afternoon and be up within a few hours to eat, but instead slept until almost 21:00.  then, i wanted ...

male homosexuality is a dominant, aggressive kind of thing. there's no room for passive little bitches like me. and, i wouldn't be i...

i'm not  a gay man. gay men like to fuck other men - they like to bend them over and bang them as hard as they can. conversely, i've...

in theory, this is covered. but, the medication isn't available due to a patent issue and the surgeons don't call you back.

i want this surgery. i've done everything available to me to get it. but, if you're going to force me to be a guy in makeup and drag...

as a consequence, i will continue to refer to myself as jessica and present myself in a female gender role, even if my estrogen falls to zer...

i want to be clear - if i end up detransitioning, it will not be a decision i've made, it will be due to a lck of access to care. this i...

so, as mentioned, i spent yesterday morning cleaning. i finished essentially all of the kitchen before i stopped to eat around 8:00 and left...

today's post is inro005 ==== this is maybe a little hard to understand, if you weren't a teenager in a very specific period - about ...

once again... i've been on hormones in almost straight succession (i was convinced to pause for a few months when i first started) since...

my post today is inri004. === "wait - do you, like, fuck the dead, or something?"  i wasn't the target; i was merely an observ...

you could think of it like this: i was a huge goth rock fan, despite  the aesthetics, rather than because of it.

goth is meant to be camp, and it becomes self-parody when you take it too seriously. so, you look at something like skinny puppy, for exampl...

i'm about to post inri004 and i want to post this, first. punk & goth have always overlapped, but i was the kind of punk that though...

i know it seems like i haven't been doing anything for....years. but, i have been, and i need to start putting this all together and mak...

so, i got some rest. i'm supposed to be doing alter-reality right now, but i'm obviously not going to. i at least finished the thoug...

and, my post today is inri003: --- i spent the summer and fall of 1997 programming drum tracks into an ry30, notating them into a tablature ...

so, what am i up to? i crashed yesterday afternoon and was up in the evening. i fell asleep while updating this page and it ended up taking ...

so, we're not done with this yet...not until the state is completely removed from the process and the right for the individual to freely...

unfortunately, though, it seems as though the law still  has unnecessary restrictions on bodily autonomy, and those restrictions will need t...

if you don't have the right to end your own life, you don't have any rights at all. it's the most extreme way to affirm self-own...

the right way to see this is that it's a major victory for self-ownership and the autonomy of the individual. i bitch about it, and it...

another reboot. again: somebody doesn't want me on the internet, and it has to do with my views on islam. and i don't fucking care. ...

so, i've set up a payhip site: https://payhip.com/jessicamurray that site will be digital downloads only - and will house isos for data ...

my table is in and installed. these are cheap tables, but they'll work fine, and it means i should be able to get to reinstalling some t...

so, those unexpected reboots. i don't know what the idiots are trying  to do, but it's often frustrating in terms of losing trains o...

today's post is inri002. --- i've released a dozen different things with the title "inricycled", making it more of a conce...

i'm going to translate something in the article because you probably don't even know what they're talking about - but you're...

i need to repeat: this article is an attempt by rich arabs, who have apparently bought access in the canadian media, to emotionally manipula...

these women are war criminals, and they deserve firing squads, not empathy. do not fall for the propaganda - it's all it is.

again - i strongly doubt that this kid was born in canada, and the time frame where kids might have been born in canada and brought over the...

again - there's clearly a huge amount of arab blood money underlying what is a clear propaganda push to soften the image of a collection...

so, my internet went down some time this evening and was off when i woke up. i can't get the master document to load or convert anywhere...

so, i dunno. maybe these missing posts are there, and maybe they're not. it doesn't matter right now.  i'll have to wait until i...

i can't open the 200 mb archive file at the one drive site. i'm going to try google docs, but it probably won't work, either.

i didn't have autoforwarding set up at the time.... i may have some of it archived. let me check the end date.

let me go back to earlier in 2018 and just read through it and get a handle of the damage.

so, how do i react to the destruction of evidence in this matter? i don't want to make it up. but, i want a record of my history back - ...

there was one sequence where i pointed out that the most obvious thing in the world is that they'll go after the communist jew. gone.

any reference to the idea that i may have been targeted by muslims because i'm ethnically jewish and openly queer has been removed - whi...

*sigh*. i'm definitely missing posts. specifically, somebody seems to have gone through and deleted any reference to the laws in canada ...

i'm almost to the end of october, 2018 and need to get to march, 2019 by thursday. i also need to get some rest. today's post is inr...

so, i went back to the day of the arrest and am building a shadow karen document, although that document will need to be rewound to include ...

the thing is that i'd want to start around may to do the food thing. i'm already in mid-march with the pandemic thing. i'd might...

this is a draft item dated to august 31, 2020. i will need to adhere to it and also to pick back up on it. this is evolving. i have to go ba...