"why don't you just stop taking them, then?"

because the amount of intellectual freedom that i've gained from emancipating myself from my sex drive is immeasurable. i don't want to go back to having this urge to masturbate all of the time, i hated it. my mind is now free for everything else that the world has to offer....

if the system is going to force me to choose, i'd rather live a short life in emancipation of sex than a long life in enslavement to it.

it would take minutes. it's not a strain on the system. they're not over-capacity. they are merely refusing service due to ideological reasons, and at the expense of their hippocratic oath - they are terrible doctors, and should be publicly berated for it.

but, what do i do?

i can't do anything...