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Friday, February 5, 2021

i've had this kind of dull headache all day that's making it hard to focus or think.

it's the same annoying thing that happens every time i re-enter this space, and i'm quite certain is being caused by the cops drugging me. i wish they'd stop.

so, to be clear, the effects of this drug i'm on or am coming down from are frustration, feelings of being scattered-brain, a dull headache, insomnia and a difficulty focusing.

i don't like drugs, i don't need drugs to function and i don't want to be on drugs on a day-to-day basis. i'm ideologically aligned with straight-edge punk, even if i'm not fully straight-edge in life. i have not been diagnosed with a mental illness, but i reject the premise that mental illnesses can be solved with medication. and, i'm not a willing participant in these experiments. at all.