it's one thing to reject business normality, and i certainly do, and then kind of fudge it, because you have to.

but, i honestly couldn't pretend to follow the rules if i tried - i legitimately don't understand how to behave in the workplace, and if you explained it to me slowly, it'd just come across to me as irrational. i could no doubt memorize a set of rules, but i couldn't deduct them, logically, from first principles; i'd have to be constantly undoing my own deductions.