http://dsdfghghfsdflgkfgkja.blogspot.com/2016/09/j-reacts-to-everybody-moving-to-likely.html

http://dsdfghghfsdflgkfgkja.blogspot.com/2016/09/j-reacts-to-idea-of-canada-on-united.html

i want to clarify a point.

these comments i'm posting to 2016 were not "deleted", or at least not in the sense of being removed with the intention of destroying them. in fact, most of them have been sitting on youtube the whole time.

what happened, rather, is that i began to notice that posts to google+ were disappearing, so i archived the page to prevent it from being deleted. i don't know who or what was deleting posts at google+.

and, yes, i know that blogspot is run by google...

this is taking a long time due to external factors, but i actually intended to have this reconstructed months ago. and, i never intended to hide anything, i intended to save it!

http://dsdfghghfsdflgkfgkja.blogspot.com/2016/09/j-reacts-to-deplorables-comment.html

http://dsdfghghfsdflgkfgkja.blogspot.com/2016/09/j-reacts-to-healthcare-spending-as.html

http://dsdfghghfsdflgkfgkja.blogspot.com/2016/09/j-reacts-to-apparent-non-existence-of.html

http://dsdfghghfsdflgkfgkja.blogspot.com/2016/09/j-reacts-to-unusual-emerson-polling.html

http://dsdfghghfsdflgkfgkja.blogspot.com/2016/09/j-reacts-to-polling-fallout-from.html

http://dsdfghghfsdflgkfgkja.blogspot.com/2016/09/j-reacts-to-idea-of-politicians-taking.html

http://dsdfghghfsdflgkfgkja.blogspot.com/2016/09/j-reacts-to-irrelevance-and-actual.html

http://dsdfghghfsdflgkfgkja.blogspot.com/2016/09/j-reacts-to-benefits-of-electing.html

http://dsdfghghfsdflgkfgkja.blogspot.com/2016/09/j-reacts-to-ideological-equivalence.html

http://dsdfghghfsdflgkfgkja.blogspot.com/2016/09/j-reacts-to-astrology-and-amazing.html

http://dsdfghghfsdflgkfgkja.blogspot.com/2016/09/j-reacts-to-clintons-seizurecollapse.html

http://dsdfghghfsdflgkfgkja.blogspot.com/2016/09/j-reacts-to-google-winning-long-game.html

http://dsdfghghfsdflgkfgkja.blogspot.com/2016/09/j-reacts-to-friendship.html

it's over two years later, and i'm reliving this while rebuilding my blog. i appear to undergo a second batch of aphasia around 52:00, which has me wondering what i consumed on this evening.

i'm not the type to black out; i don't have a history of it. i have a few stories with vodka as a teenager, but these occurrences have been very rare, since. i nonetheless initially assumed that i merely drank too much, in the absence of any evidence otherwise. while i still cannot prove it, in hindsight i do believe i was drugged on this night, and that this moment of aphasia is suggestive of it, as aphasia is a known side effect of date rape drugs. and, frankly, i was clearly too sober upon coming-to at 6:00 to have drank myself under.

in the long run, i had a series of negative encounters with security at this bar, who accused me of drinking too much on repeated occasions. i do concede that i was incapacitated on this evening, but i am skeptical that the cause was alcohol consumption.

there were strong signs of a sexual encounter, but i have no memory of it. at the time, i was more concerned about blood tests (i came back clean) than retribution. nonetheless, if anybody has information about the evening to help me reconstruct it, i would appreciate it.