i want to point out that i'm again in sort of desperate need of aid. 

the stalkers have followed me here, and i'm trying to get them arrested, but it's become increasingly clear that i'm up against more than a couple of random losers. there are some things that are clear, and some things i'm left to guess. the involvement of the police is pretty blatant at this point; the courts are behaving strangely, and that points fingers towards the provincial government. i appear to have walked into a trap that was designed as one.

i have limited resources as it is, and i don't enjoy competitive people or competitive behaviour. life is so short. who wants to waste it fighting and winning? i have better things to do.

but it was one thing when i was fighting with a shithead landlord, and another when i'm trying to evade the landlord, the police and possibly even the government. all i want is a safe space to be free, to work on my art. i don't care about capitalism. i don't care about wealth. i don't care about labour. i don't care about class. those are all wastes of time that don't matter. i care about art. i care about freedom.

there's a paypal donation button on the side.

you could also download some or all of my music by perusing through my bandcamp archive,

https://inrirecords.bandcamp.com/

i'm not sure what the best way to get out of here or how to respond is yet.

my first priority was restabilizing my hormones and cleaning myself back up.

i may be seeking to get out of here by signing a lease for sept 1 and just fleeing if i can. the market is mildly better. i have barely enough, but it's going to be hard. any minimal donations would help me escape.

i've learned that i need to avoid certain types of properties. the safest place for me to find is the bottom of a duplex, like i had before, where the top is occupied by the owner of the property. further, i need to avoid trying to cohabit with muslims, as the cult is their priority, and they are all in kahoots with each other.

these lessons can help me maximize the likelihood of finding a stable place and needing to move again, but i need to take it one space at a time.

i intended to get out today, but my hair is worse than i thought, and it clogged up the rest of the day, in terms of finishing documents. i'm still hoping to get out in the morning.

i had this weird complex develop on my right cheek that i'm struggling to understand but appears to have been a five inch long ingrown vellus hair that somehow weaved itself a complex, twisted pattern into the side of my face just far enough under my skin that it itches, but i can't get it out. it would be an effective method of torture, if somebody could patent and reproduce it. what i'm getting is this heaving of pus and dead skin that is like stapled onto my cheek by the hair. when it comes off, it's going to look like somebody waxed the side of my face off.

but what i'm learning in trying to deal with this is that all of the follicles are dead. vellus hairs are what happens when follicles die. as annoying as this is, it is actually going to help me in the long run.

these disgusting freaks have drugged me to the point that it's actually chemically completed the electrolysis i left 80% finished in 2002. when a follicle is dead, the next step after vellus hair is cessation. by repeatedly drugging me and forcing me to pluck it out, they have helped me damage the roots to the point where i can bring that 20% to cessation. their filthy drugs are just going to stop working altogether, soon.

i need to do some typing this morning and get everything put together first, before i get ready to go out in the morning or perhaps afternoon.

the issue with my hair is that it's clumped up and frizzy, which is normal for me for a few washes after a bleach, but it's being made wore by the drugs they're putting in my food. it needs another rigorous shampoo to stop it from bunching up, which is gross.

it's a little further than i thought.

There were about ~6,700 reported wildfire ignitions in 2023, which represents—surprisingly— a lower

number than the average of about 8,000 wildfires per year (Hanes et al. 2019). Lightning ignited 59% of

the wildfires and lightning-caused wildfires accounted for 93% of the total area burned (long-term

average = 91%) (Hanes et al. 2019). Lightning storms that caused multiple simultaneous ignitions that are

beyond initial attack capacity led to several large fires, some of which eventually coalesced. Lightning

fires that started on four days, May 13th, May 27th , June 1st and July 5th, were responsible for 30% of

the total annual area burned. Interestingly, 2023 had the third lowest overall lightning detections since

1998. The lightning-ignition efficiency was high due to extensive areas of dry, receptive ground fuels

coinciding with the specific timing and location of lightning events (Rao et al. 2023), a phenomenon that

is expected to increase as a function of the ongoing warming and drying (Hessilt et al. 2022). Although

they are responsible for a comparatively low proportion of the total area burned (7%), human-caused

ignitions were numerous early in the season, before the greening of vegetation and the prevalence of

lightning storms (Parisien et al. 2023). Many of these, notably in Alberta, burned for months and caused

evacuations of communities. Yet, it is difficult to confidently assign a human cause to some fires due to

ongoing investigations and the eventual intermingling of individual fires with multiple ignition sources in

large wildfire complexes.

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