when you do an obvious cut and paste job in the editing like this that is clearly designed to remove context, it draws questions to what it is that you're cutting out. she seemed adamant that there were other factors, but you haven't provided us with the ability to hear what they were and come to our own conclusions on the matter.

if she's involved with racist jewish supremacist or zionist groups that fund settler activities or support the continuing genocide of the palestinian people, her ability to remain neutral on certain issues is a valid question.

i'm not saying that's the case. i'm saying the editing job makes it seem like that's probably the case.

...and it brings up the question of the depth of imperialist zionist sympathies within the administration at ucla, which is unfortunately very common in the universities on this continent, no doubt partially for financial reasons.

it turns out that rachel is involved with pro-settler groups, the concern was regarding bds and the administration did get involved for that reason.

http://mondoweiss.net/2014/11/landslide-divestment-resolution

http://www.theguardian.com/science/brain-flapping/2015/feb/20/science-questions-ukip-renewable-energy

no call this week....

i'm just getting annoyed. i don't want to have to do this, but i feel as though i have no choice.

i have an appointment on tuesday (with a different doctor). i can't tell him what i'm planning because i need an element of surprise, so it's not really a factor. if i'm done this mix by monday, i'll do the suicide attempt then. otherwise, i'll give myself a few more days to get the mix done and go whenever it is - wednesday, thursday. it's just that if it goes wrong, i don't want a half done mix sitting here....

i *do* expect to be at least almost done by monday, so i'm looking at wednesday at the latest.