there are places in detroit for campfires and i used to know where they are.

that might end up being the thing in detroit this weekend, not the music.

i don't know if i'm too old or not yet.

movement is very loud in the new apartment and i don't really mind. i wouldn't usually go to the main festival, which has something like 100,000 people (gross), but i like to go to the smaller shows overnight, the ones that run from 11:00-7:00 in abandoned warehouses around detroit. i don't know how many i've been to over the years, now.

right now, the problem is the weather. it's not a little chilly. it's fucking freezing. i'm not stuck inside anymore, so i'd find a way to get there, but it's not any fun when it's freezing out.

the point is you put on minimal amounts of clothes and sweat it out in the heat. singing songs around the campfire in a parka has it's moment, but it's not the same thing.

next year.

maybe.

if i'm not too old. we'll figure that out over the next ten months.

why do british woman always look like they have osteoporosis at 43?

must be all the rain.

the ndp had better hurry this up because this government will not last long,

mr. carney is embarrassing himself and the country by siding with rapists and terrorists in gaza.

he needs to promptly shut the fuck up, and should probably even resign for his recent comments about israel.

the problem with the missile defense system 20 years ago is that it wasn't continent wide. it was designed to shoot down missiles shot at america over canada. we were even supposed to agree to the use of our airspace to get our cites destroyed as collateral. it was crazy.

this system is going to built much further north and it's a necessity to keep the russians out. like at kiev. we need some way to shot these down over the ocean.

it's not a decision to make. it's a no brainer.

will it work, though?

https://www.theglobeandmail.com/opinion/article-canada-should-firmly-reject-trumps-ludicrous-golden-dome-plan/

they don't fortify anything with b5 because it's supposed to be in everything, except it's not, or not in the things i eat.

i need avocadoes as a source of pantothenic acid, which i believe i had deficiency of due to not getting enough in my diet, which is supposed to be impossible.

i do have a toaster.

it's true.

calm down.

the avocadoes were on sale.

they gave me whole wheat bread, though.

i went to the food bank last week because i'm broke until the first of the month. it will balance out in a few weeks.

they gave me a lot of food i would never usually buy or eat, including several large cans of chick peas, raw onions, cucumbers, chicken nuggets, kraft diner and vegetable broth.

i held off of the chick peas tonight (i had some in my guac the other day). but i made the kraft dinner with vegetable broth as a sub for milk and margarine, which i don't have, and also fried the nuggets in the vegetable broth, which is actually really tasty. i then put the nuggets in the kd. i added paprika (vitamin a), hot sauce (sodium), cumin (iron), nutritional yeast (b vitamins, inc b12), two avocadoes (b5), garlic, pepper, caesar dressing  and some cheddar (these are core staples for me) and it's actually an awesome spaghetti and meatballs.

i will be making some onion soup, cucumber soup and brocolli soup - which i never make - just as soon as i get some olive oil margarine and some more cheese. i got some home fries for my eggs.

and i learned that goldfish crackers are an excellent source of iron.