dsdfghghfsdflgkfgkja: 06/19/21

Saturday, June 19, 2021

while this may classify as a terrorist attack, it's important not to try to utilize it as a means to bring in even more authoritarian laws.

the fact is that you can't predict these kinds of things, and you need to get at root causes - which means finding ways to get rid of religion - if you want these kinds of attacks to stop.

so long as you have religion, you will have violence against queer groups, and queer groups need to grasp that and take the initiative in protecting themselves.

https://www.ctvnews.ca/world/driver-crashes-into-crowd-at-pride-parade-in-florida-1-dead-1.5477958

and, no, i don't want to see greater integration between british and muslim legal traditions - i want to see the populations in the middle east rise up, overthrow their governments and throw muslim jurisprudence in the dungheap of history.

this is a parasitic system of law without any redeeming value at all, and which must be resisted from corrupting the system we have in place.

like i needed another reason to not vote for them, right?

i miss dalton mcguinty.

so, keep your religion to yourself - i won't be governed by it.

so, i mean, as long as he exists strictly within canadian-british jurisprudence, i don't give a fuck what he looks like.

but, we've got a constitutional crisis - and potentially more than that - on our hands if he ever decides to cite his religious scripture to get around the common law.

i'll state this up front: that would be unacceptable, and would necessitate his immediate resignation.

the british system of law is superior, and your irrelevant muslim laws can fuck off.

stare decisis or bust.

so, you can cite your stupid book all you want, but i will pay you no heed, at all.

there is no place for islamic law in canada - and trying to enforce it is the exact point that i revolt.

this isn't surprising - trudeau appears to be a closet muslim, and this appears to be the sect he's in.

i'll be keeping an eye on the possibility that he may start to cite the koran in place of common law - which would be unacceptable, and which would undermine the legitimacy of the court.

it's a substantive threat to the rule of law to put muslim scholars on the supreme court, but we know this government doesn't care about that.

https://www.cp24.com/news/i-was-taunted-and-harassed-as-a-youth-supreme-court-nominee-mahmud-jamal-says-1.5474651

so, that means inri079 is now properly filed on my archive drive and i need to build inri80 after...breakfast.

so, i can't create a comparable instrumental version of "like divine amoebas" because the track would lose it's purpose. it's two tracks pasted together - an acoustic guitar tape experiment & a weird piano + drum machine freakout that's meant to represent two souls dividing from each other as one dies (like amoebas).

if i just phase reverse the vocals out, there'll be this awkward gap in the track - which was really constructed around the vocals. rather, i'd have to fade the tape experiment down or something, but then why not just put the whole thing in there? the dramatic "amoebas" loses itself...

and, then, if i'm going to do that, i need the amoebas single after all with the following:

- the full vocal mix in the best way possible (the version on the art show demo is a little bit corrupted)

- the instrumental mix for the ftaa (with the full tape experiment)

- the version on the art show demo, which was normalized in the burn (and left that way in the upload)

i'm also going to include a base mix that i have, which is unfinished but interesting, and a cut version of the symphony of psilocybin induced madness, which utilizes the same piano part.

so, that's inri080, which i'm going to date to feb 1, 2014; the ftaa demo is next, and will be dated to inri081. i need to stop to eat...

"you're not really my friend, america. go away." - justin trudeau

what it's really about is trudeau's bruised ego.

he was the only idiot in the whole world that took globalization and free trade seriously (his father may have put nafta in motion, but he saw the disaster coming once mulroney took control of it). he seems to have honestly believed in the idea that "free trade" would make everybody stronger. and, then the pandemic hits and canada has no vaccine capabilities, and nobody willing to sell it to him...

he's taking what was a predictable systemic failure point that every analyst saw coming decades ago as a personal insult, and turning inwards.

he's pouting.

so, now we have to hate americans because trudeau's feelings are hurt because nobody wanted to sell him vaccines.

and, we're not even taking steps to increase the domestic production capabilities.

we need to get this child out of power. but, until then, i'd join the chorus calling for the americans to open unilaterally.

see, this is the stupid narrative they want - that tough-guy trudeau is standing up to the bully americans and their oppressive open-border, free-movement policies. fuck them and their human rights.

it's absurd.

but, these are absurd people. and, this seems to be what they want - canadian nationalism, blatant xenophobia and rampant anti-americanism. in their mind, casting the yankees out as enemies makes them stronger, electorally.

it's trumpism, through a canadian filter. this is what trudeau has become...

https://www.ctvnews.ca/health/coronavirus/businesses-u-s-legislators-fume-as-canada-extends-travel-ban-trudeau-stands-firm-1.5477470

i have to also point out that my lowish vitamin d was taken in march in canada, in the middle of a pandemic.

i hadn't been getting a lot of sun for several months at the time - let's check it in july.

i've updated this enough that i'm reposting it.

my next set of requested tests will be to do with low stomach acid and so far includes:

- aluminum

i also need to check for bone resorption markers, on top of the bone formation markers:

- hydroxyproline urine, total + free (covered)

- c-terminal telopeptide (not covered)

- deoxypyridinoline - urine (dynacare only) (not covered)

- oxalate urine (covered), if i'm doing urine

there's apparently a long list of these, neither corporate lab seems to cover many of them and they're all of questionable value. let me just do the one, plus osteocalcin, for now. but ask if he has good ideas about that...

instead of igf-1, which is not covered, i could check for gh first. so,

-growth hormone <----formation marker, pre-cursor to igf-1 and potentially a fix

let's check for lyme disease, and ask about other parasites like giardia.

and, let's check this again (monthly standing):

- vitamin d

- calcium + albumin

- magnesium

- phosphorus

- alp

- b12

- ferritin + iron + iron sat + tibc

- estradiol + progesterone + estrone

- cholesterol + cbc + gastrin + reticulocyte

- pth + tsh + calcitonin + gh + cortisol + insulin

i'll take those out of the list as they become less of a concern.

for the gastro:

i'm still concerned about diverticulitis, but if the likelihood of tumours is minimal due to the cea test, i should ask for a virtual scope instead. that way, we can figure out if i need antibiotics or surgery without risking a tear, or agitating it further. ask about gardia fecal testing. also ask about low stomach acid (gastrin) & salicylates.

for the endo:

i need to do some more research on pth, as well, and what the following combo suggests:

- calcium, 9.6 (highish but normal)

- vitamin d, 35 ng/ml (lowish but normal)

- pth, 55 pmol/l (highish but normal)

- calcitonin, ?

- gh, ?

i can grasp by looking at the numbers that highish pth with lowish vitamin d makes sense, but it's not clear to me if that's clinically relevant, perfectly healthy or even just a random coincidence. and i think i need to wait for calcitonin to draw conclusions.

- i need to do research on how sporadic sleeping schedules might affect cortisol and if it might affect bone density.

- up estrogen intake to estrogen injections and estrace pills, until the testicles are taken out. do another bmd scan and try the formation medication after that?

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these tests are pending at lifelabs:

- asca <---crohn's

- mercury <---iron blocker

- p-anca/c-anca <----colitis

this test is pending from dynacare:

- fit test #2 <----colon cancer

this test requires a 12 hour fast:

- amino acid fractionation <-----total nitrogen

- gastrin (redo) <---low stomach acid

these tests can be done next time i go to lifelabs:

- calcitonin <----my tsh levels were lowish, so hyperthyroidism is a distinct possibility.

- osteocalcin ($65 at lifelabs) <--- bone turnover, so it also measures resorption. key.

+ 12-hour fasting tests

these tests can be done next time i go to dynacare <----not right away

- celiac ($90) <-----maybe. last thing to check....

- igf-1 ($70) <-----formation marker. wait for other markers, first. mostly of use if i try formation medication or as a metric for fracture risk and as a reaction to gh results.

- b-alp <----- formation marker. take with others.

- glutathione?

- pyruvate?

not yet ordered:

~~- psa: ($35 at lifelabs~~ ) <---cea result makes this pointless right now.

this test is covered by ohip but is not offered anywhere in the region:

- serum oxalate <----iron blocker

- pyruvate <----manganese

this test is only available in a california lab:

-hepcidin <----hormone that regulates iron absorption

these absorption tests were skipped, for now:

- vitamin e

- vitamin k <----inr, ptt fine

- selenium

- molybdenum

- manganese

- iodine <----?

- copper serum <----ceruloplasmin fine

and, here's my list for absorption regarding my diet:

a - absorbing at high levels

b1 - next time

b2 - next time

b3 - next time

b5 - next time

b6 - next time

b7 - next time

b9 - absorbing at high levels

b12 - absorbing, and increasing stores

c - absorbing, at saturated levels

d - absorbing, but a tad low. i should check again soon.

e - pending (paid)

cholesterol - perfect

k1 - pending (paid) <----but ptt, inr, fibrinogen normal

fluoride?

aluminum?

sodium - absorbing & regulating

potassium - absorbing & regulating

magnesium - absorbing & regulating

phosphorus - absorbing & regulating

chlorine - absorbing & regulating

calcium - absorbing & regulating

chromium - next time

manganese - pending (paid) <----but, pyruvate kinase is coming immediately

iron - not absorbing in food, but absorbing in pills

nickel - next time

copper - absorbing & regulating

zinc - absorbing & regulating

selenium - pending (paid) <----- need to find access to glutathione test, not priority right now

molybdenum - not available <---but pancreatic function is normal

iodine - pending (paid) <-----note that tsh is lowish. checking pth. no sign of goiter. dietary sodium is low...

mercury - pending

lead - low

this is apparently highly controversial, to the point that prescribing growth hormone is potentially illegal in the united states (?).

let's measure growth hormone levels and go from there...

https://academic.oup.com/jcem/article/87/11/4900/2823079

i did get some sleep last night and need to spend the weekend catching up and finishing filing for good.

yeah, i don't sleep much and i don't want to...and that seems to be very bad for your bones....

i would be willing to take hormones to stimulate the effect of sleeping on my cells while i'm awake, and i actually think it would be a great breakthrough in science to replace sleeping with a stimulant pill instead - instead of sleeping however many hours a day, we could just pop a pill once a day, instead.

but, what's the point if i'm still able to spread it after getting vaccinated?

https://www.cnbc.com/2021/06/18/biden-says-delta-covid-variant-is-particularly-dangerous-for-young-people.html

...but i'm confident at this point that my markers for bone formation seem to be fine, and that if an ongoing problem still exists then it isn't with the ability to replace bone, so much as it may be with too much resorption.

we'll see what the markers say.

updating this...