i am now 100% certain that they're in the building, and followed me. i don't know how or when they drugged me. 

there is only one person with a key to the door.

for that reason, i'm choosing to deal with this by blasting it out with prescribed hormones, this time. next time, if there is one, i'll need to go the lab and get tested.

i should get to the lab in the next few weeks, one way or another, as i need a "clean" drug test to file my package with police, and i haven't been able to get one yet.

these morons seem to think that i'm gay. it's a reflection of their lack of intelligence, their extreme stupidity.

competition is a fiercely anti-individualistic process, as it's rooted in the idea of comparing yourself to others. true individualism is not interested in positioning yourself relative to your peers, but in recognizing that your peers are also individuals. the premise of competition undermines individuality.

likewise, market economies are overwhelmingly collectivist, as they are rooted in aggregate demand, which is an expression of collectivist will. a necessary precondition for arriving at individualism is abolishing collectivist market thinking.

conservatives are generally very stupid people, and they tend to have a hard time comprehending this.

a system of distributive justice based on actual data in canada would have asian and muslim communities donating their wealth to white people, not the other way around.

i really don't have an interest in this debate, because it's a question of how competitive you want society to be.

i oppose all forms of competition. i don't think the government should be awarding contracts based on "merit", i think it should be awarding contracts based on need. all forms of competition breed violence and fascism. if the claim is that merit-based decision making is liberal, i would suggest the opposite - that competition is always illiberal and that liberal governments should be focusing on cooperative behaviour and on distributive justice, based on the principle to each according to their needs.

that said, the question of contracting based on need rather than merit doesn't come up with the answer of affirmative action, if it excludes members of what are seen as the dominant group that are actually, in fact, at the bottom of the socio-economic ladder. if the intent is to balance opportunities, ignoring a growing underclass of impoverished white people in canada is missing the mark. rather, a system intended to balance opportunities should be based on actual data, and focus on class rather than race.

it follows that neither side of this debate takes positions i want to support, but i strongly oppose the language in this article. there is nothing liberal about fostering competition amongst peers; that kind of thinking is regressive and backwards and should be condemned as anti-social and illogical.

https://nationalpost.com/news/canada/poilievre-push-end-government-dei

these are the kinds of programs the liberals are cutting in order to offset irresponsible tax cuts and buy more weapons to fight the russians with.

https://www.cbc.ca/news/canada/kitchener-waterloo/gender-based-violence-funding-federal-budget-1.7652253

as far as i can tell, the only difference between stephen harper and mark carney is that carney is a nazi-islamist sympathizer and harper isn't and, if that's the ballot question, i'd actually rather vote for stephen harper, as a leftist.

hamas is pretty stupid. bickering about trivialities aside, they killed a couple of idf soldiers this morning, and israel can't and won't ignore that. their nihilistic faith that their god will bring them victory in jihad can have no end but their own slaughter. trying to negotiate with them is foolish.

bacon saves everything. always.

it's those damned u-boats from argentina.

drug carrying subs, huh?

is that a dmt? can you get one with bacon?

and mushrooms?

and a robitussin-based special sauce?

subway's new dmt sandwich, which includes bacon and mushrooms, as well as subway's new special sauce, based on robitussin, will have you ripping your own face off in no time!