i really need to get to work...i've been sitting here doing nothing for hours, for days....

i need to get back into a flow, is what i need.

i'm feeling better, i think. remember: i just came down from two months of smoking marijuana & nicotine almost every day. marijuana is not addictive, but i've been getting nic pulls, i expected that, and i have no intention of giving in, whatsoever. i'm about 48 hours from a week, cold turkey. as mentioned, things are fundamentally different now, and i'm going to be a lot more strict on myself.

so, a few months ago, i might have bummed a smoke here and there at the store, because i was going to have a few the next time i went out, anyways. that is, i had cut it down to almost nothing but was routinely having a few smokes a week. no more......

i didn't do any calls today. tomorrow.

the smell was better from about 6:00 am to about 6:00 pm, making me wonder if the primary problem is the night shift pig up there, or if the smoker is otherwise gone during the day.

it's too cold to open the window. i'll need to run the shower to try to clear the air out, instead.

i've got a bit more laundry to do tonight, too.

for tonight, i need to do some digital cleaning, and then get back to what i was doing after i eat and shower and get that laundry in. so, expect the volume here to come down a bit as i pry myself away and do something else....

you'll notice over the years that i need to sit in front of one of these devices and just for days at a time sometimes, to clear my head. i'm pulling myself back from this, for a bit. it'll no doubt happen again later...