kind of a new wave / synth pop track. as can be heard, i'm still not
out of the clutches of trent reznor - there's an awkward nin sample in
the middle of the track.
this is the first track with my new synth on it. that's a large part of what the track is.
this
isn't the first document that demonstrates my struggle with coming to
terms with the futility of existence, but maybe it's the first
meaningful one. in a very real sense, that struggle has defined most of
my life. listening to the lyrics now, they seem sort of trite. yet,
there's a large amount of who i've become within these words.
recorded in jan, 1998.
https://jasonparent.bandcamp.com/track/useless-valium-sped-up