i tried to nap but it's like inhabitably dry over near my bed, right now. i don't know if it's just because the heater is on full blast in the cold snap (which i like) or if it's because he set up some kind of contraption to suck the life out of the air, but it's too dry to sleep in there, right now. so, i'm dragging myself.

and, when it's dry, it's dusty, which triggers my asthma. i've had three attacks in the last 48 hours.

it's also retard day today, although it's not really bad right now - it was this morning, but it was more tobacco than pot.

but, i've decided that if i'm missing anything over june then i'll have to find some other way to rebuild it. 

in the long run, it's more important that i'm able to write into the word document in a linearly coherent manner, and i'm wondering if that's not the better way to do it.

for now, i want to move on.