i didn't realize that my hair was straw-y in the pictures from yesterday. the retards upstairs actually cut my hair last year, which has created this hideous layering effect, which i think is horribly ugly, but i'm not going to be able to level it back out until the front grows a bit more, and the cut has slowed me down several months. i suspect the testosterone i was forcibly drugged with also slowed the rate of growth down.

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july 13, 2024.

yes, i'm embarrassed by what these disgusting religious morons have done to me and it's been depressing and maddening and frustrating but i refuse to give up. i want them to give up. i want them to fail. i want them to go to jail. i'm going to keep fighting.

that said, i am succeeding in fighting them off and i will continue to fight them off and i will overcome their repeated assaults and forced drugging. i mean, it's bad, but it's manageable.

i want to remind you that i'm 43 years old and i was born xy. all things considered, i'm still doing pretty well. the pictures of me from 2016/2017 are now almost ten years ago, when i was in my mid 30s. i still look relatively young, but i looked *extremely* young then. i'm not going to look like i did ten years ago, again.

i will win, and they will lose. this is a fight we *all* have to win against a violent, extreme, religious ideology that needs to be vanquished from the planet and assigned to the dustbin of history.

(blogger is making it essentially impossible to embed a video from here, which is weird because i've done it before)

https://photos.app.goo.gl/d5soMSKPBVfvjQ477