i don't know what they've been smoking since the first of the month down there, when the checks came in, but it smells like burning plastic.

meth?

crack?

i already went through this.

i really haven't been dealing with that issue for months. i don't know what's brought it back, again. but, it's actually really suffocating. like, if you get a whiff of it, it feels like you inhaled some kind of poison, and you're choking.

i'm still totally straight edge, since the end of may.

and, if i end up moving away from here in mid september or early october, so that future concerts are in toronto, there's a good chance i've smoked my last cigarette. ever.