in a world of absurdity and debt slavery, suicide is often the only rational option. it's just a question of coming to terms with it. the lucky ones are those that can put it off the longest, but in the end we're left with the rational choice of suicide or giving up and giving way to the delusional nature of the existence we inhabit.

but, we can't be allowed to understand this - not all of us, not all at the same time. the entire society would collapse. so, we're force fed these elaborate systems to trick us into meaning. we're taught to alienate the bright few that get the meaninglessness and hopelessness inherent in our economy. this appears to be ideological enforcement.

life has meaning, kids. only crazy people think otherwise. now put on your uniform and get to fucking work.

here's the thing: if we all understood this at the same time, if we let the whole thing collapse, we might actually emancipate our minds to the point where we could build a world worth living in.

but, see, that's why i'm crazy.

of course.