so, i wanted to get some things done today, but instead slept for a solid 12 hours.

i'll need to plan to be at the doctor's office to pick up the new bloodwork sheets early on monday morning. there's no possibility that i'm giving them a sheet that says that i've recently had sex with a female.

the fundamental fact is that it simply isn't true. i really don't think i've had sex with a female in at least 12 years, and if i have, it was blacked out and not consensual. that is, if some female thinks they've had sex with me recently, then i want them charged with rape, because i would not have consented in a sober state. it would not be difficult to find women i've turned down in both detroit and in windsor over the last five years; there's at least ten of them that i've rejected. and, i simply don't know why it wasn't obvious to them that i wasn't interested from the start. i make a very clear effort to present myself as female-identifying, and that should make it rather clear that i'm really not into sex with women.

but, what i can say? the world's an irrational place.

yet, i'm legitimately worried about the information being misconstrued. if a cop were to pull the file, they might try to use it as evidence that i'm not really queer. my perception of the situation is that i was arrested for my gender expression, under the argument that it is evidence i'm some kind of pervert. this is the actual reality for queer people in canada in 2019, despite the popular perception.

so, it's not trivial and i need this changed before i get any bloodwork done. i need the doctor to put my letter in my file and i need him to change the record on his machine, and print it out for me.

if i can't get a hold of him before next week, i'll show up to my next appointment and explain it to him in his office.

for the weekend, i know i said i was working on the law suit, but i need to plan a trip to london or toronto around the concert listings, so my primary goal is actually catching up on the shows listings. it will only be once i'm a little bit ahead in the list that i'll be able to seriously focus on the legal proceedings.

it's going to be an epic process to serve everybody..

but, i at least have the pieces put together to file everything all at once.

so, that's the weekend, if i can stay awake - sorting through show listings to plan a trip to london and/or toronto to file.

the weather remains terrible.