so, the neurologist got uber wonky on me and denied my hemiplegic migraines, claiming it was a specific condition that mostly affects children rather than being a description of a "migraine with aura" like i was using the term. so, despite experiencing extreme weakness on one side of my body in a stroke-like way, which is the literal translation from latin greek, i should be describing my migraines as "with aura" rather than as "hemiplegic". language matters, apparently.

he doesn't think it's likely that the migraines are the result of head trauma.

rather, he strongly suggested i refrain from inhaling any kind of smoke (which is hard if the neighbours upstairs are smoking), as that struck him as the most likely trigger, something i actually found myself in agreement with him around. it's pretty clear, really - when the air quality comes down, the migraines come in.

i can't stop them.

there's some possibility of a stroke, but there's nothing i can do.

i can take drugs to ease the pain, but i don't want to.

and, i just have to deal with it - and try to avoid bad air.