i'll go back to studying math solely on the condition of becoming immortal, first.

until then, it's just too much. i'd want to start from the beginning and rewrite everything; it's an impossible field to come to any kind of satisfying result in - you're just guaranteed of dying as a failure.

sure: i could restrict my ambitions. that's not me.

how likely is immortality, though? i'm currently betting against it, but conditions on the ground could change.