Tuesday, September 15, 2020

what happened to sarah?

she runs a relatively successful at home daycare service, which was a smart enough way to deal with the situation in front of her. i'm pretty sure i know who daddy #1 was, and while he was much, much, much older than her, he kind of adopted her as a daughter-wife and took her in. he had some cash, but he never got over his ex-wife, so that was maybe actually the ideal scenario for her, in that sense - he didn't seem to have the emotional investiture to bother, which gave her the freedom she wanted, if perhaps at the expense of the love she craved. he was closer to three times her age then twice it. and, he had children that were older than her.

daddy #2 is an open question, but i think daddy #1 was led to believe he was it. i'm not sure how that worked out. that's not really my business.

i would suppose that she's at a stage in her life where she's probably looking beyond this older guy, who may even be nearing the end of his life, if she hasn't already.

it's been a while since we talked. but, she was doing ok financially, if perhaps lacking in emotional support. but, i can't do anything if she won't talk to me.