Monday, December 29, 2025

"but zeno demonstrated the truth of the parmenidean perspective, in truth."

zeno's so-called paradoxes were solved by the development of calculus.

it's important to understand the history if you want to call yourself educated, but you can't still be walking around confused by zeno in the twenty first century. newton and liebniz resolved that issue a very long time ago.

change is real.

you'll have to deal with that.
i need to reiterate this point i made the other day.

the claim that regions cannot secede from countries is extremely dangerous to the democratic order. never mind the fact that it's bullshit, that these same people that argue that catalonia or donbas or somaliland cannot secede no matter what will also argue that ukraine or scotland or kosovo or taiwan can secede unilaterally. they'll say something about circumstances, but it just demonstrates they're not to be taken seriously and that they support secession when it aligns with their politics and self-interest and oppose it when it doesn't. there's no principle of international law at play.

however, if there was a principle of international law at play, it would be ass backwards.

the particular argument they use - that an area cannot secede unilaterally without permission of the unitary state - is particularly egregious, as it reduces to a complete rejection of democracy and a total denial of self-determination. it is imperative that democratic actors in democratic societies aggressively seek to completely reverse this position. self-determination means that a region has no requirement to seek permission to secede from a country, so long as that secession has democratic legitimacy. secessionist decisions belong solely to the geopolitical entity in secession; the region being seceded from has no rights in the matter and no say as to the outcome. wars to prevent democratic secession via invasion, occupation or other types of force must be seen as illegal and undemocratic. conversely, intervention on the side of democracy to help a region secede is consistent with a rule of law and means standing in solidarity with self-determination, which is a human right.

it is easy enough to understand why dictatorships in the middle east would reject democracy and self-determination but harder to understand the reason that governments in european capitals are taking such a completely ass backwards position, even if it's complete bullshit, until you remember that history was declared over 35 years ago and the idiots in the european ruling classes actually believe that. the map is forever frozen, because history has stopped. attempts to alter the map mean kickstarting history back up, which must be prevented at all costs. the last thing the european elite wants is a return to history!

that is obviously utterly retarded, but it is clear that these people need to be told that, and that their biases and beliefs need to be aggressively and forcefully challenged as empirically wrong. history is not over. wars still happen. borders still change. there will be revolutions and changes in government and changes in the type of government. we have migration changing societies. religions collapse and evolve. science advances. language changes. it was democritus that successfully argued against parmenides, but the idiots sided with aristotle instead, and it triggered us into a dark age when they did. the great victory of europe was in casting aristotle aside and elevating democritus over parmenides. the irony is that parmenides would approve of us repeating our own mistakes and tell us we have no choice but to do so, as we are stuck in this endless sisyphean futility of reality and the empty and meaningless existence that follows from it, and we cannot change, and never will.

choose democritus over parmenides.

it's imperative.

we all lose if you don't.
who is the best comedy duo of all time?

abbott & costello?

lauren & hardy?

conan & norm?

no.

it's kermit & cookie.



don't ask.


Sunday, December 28, 2025

2026 is going to be different than every year since 2019, which was the last time i had a good year.

i moved to windsor in 2013 and it started what became the most productive and happy period of my life, from 2013-2019. the period from 2006-2013 was unstable but broadly happy and positive but i lost my studio for a few months from 2011-2013 and it was a wakeup call that i'd better get to work, and i did. the period from 2002-2006 was a low point, for me, and mostly full of experiences and people that i'd rather forget. the period from 1996-2002 was very productive, coming out of a period of instability from 1993-1996. 

i lost 2020, 2021 and 2022 to the pandemic. some people found the pandemic useful; the social restrictions that my governments put in place completely ruined my social life, and i experienced no upside to it whatsoever. i got almost nothing done, in terms of art. i was fighting legal battles and focusing on my health. i won two small settlements and used it to buy some gear, but i didn't have the time to use it. the pointless and non-scientific based and mostly superstitious restrictions, which i refused to follow, generated massive problems for me that wasted huge amounts of my time, they didn't give me more time. in the long run, i gained resources to use to create with, but i lost massive amounts of my time, which was wasted in fighting the social order created by the restrictions, which i could not live with, and could not comply by.

things were set to turn over in 2023, but i realized my new landlords were parasitic investor-class rentier pieces of shit and gay drug addicts that lived a terrible lifestyle that they wanted to enforce on me but that i didn't have the finances to be able to move anywhere and would have to lock myself inside the place to both avoid getting evicted and avoid them and their lifestyle until the market improved, which happened in mid 2025, slightly after i got evicted due to the lies that they told the court. i lost all of 2023, all of 2024 and the start of 2025 fighting them off, and got absolutely nothing worthwhile done at all while i was doing so. i couldn't leave my place or i would have been evicted when i was gone and lost everything nd i didn't have time to get any work done.

after a challenging turn of events in the spring of 2025, i got lucky and landed on my feet, but the place i moved to was full of filthy pothead losers that insisted on smoking inside or directly under my window and i lost the summer again because i had to focus on getting out of there instead of on existing.

at the very end of the summer, the situation started to clear up. i first got a settlement from my new landlords, i then signed a new lease, i got approved for the cohb, i got approved for the cdb, i opened an rdsp and i'm still fighting off the landlords that evicted me, with the expectation of getting compensated for the costs i incurred as a result of this mess. i am financially stable, moving forwards; i will be ok, even if i need to find a new apartment again in the near future.

i expect to be able to get back to my normal lifestyle by the spring. i just need to finish a few things off, first.

first productive phase: 1996-2003
first bottoming out: 2003-2006
second productive phase: 2006-2019
second bottoming out: 2020-2025
third productive phase: 2026-2040
i had my shop vac delivered today; canadian tire. it was like 70% off, so i paid the $10 delivery fee. it's still cheap.

i went to sign for it. i'm wearing a little red tank top, and the guy looks at me,

here's your shop vac.

he's laughing at me. hot tranny wants a shop vac. is she working on her corvette down there?

i bought a vacuum and i bought it to clean my dirty basement, because it needs it. you fucking dick. 

but i want to actually take the opportunity to address this, and this really goes out to the cis-ladies more than anything else.

you have been taught to use your sleek lady vacs, with their curvy attachments and their slender bodies and you know the truth - they often don't work. you've been frustrated with these things, repeatedly. admit it.

is a shop vac a boy vacuum? is it for vacuuming like a man?

that's fucking stupid.

a shop vac is a high powered vacuum for very dirty spaces, for wet spaces and for messes that have larger items that you'd have to pick up with your dainty hands, no doubt in gloves, if you use your dainty lady vacs.

trust me, ladies - if you get a chance to use a shop vac, you should jump at it. if you have one in your garage, go get it. use it right now. it's the best fucking vacuum you'll ever find. you'll never go back. you'll be using it to suck up all that shit in your doorway and around your kitchen in no time.

and if some loser wants to challenge your femininity over it, you should kick him in the balls.
you know the one.



there is no such thing as somalia.

somalia does not exist.

somalia does not exist because the somalis do not want it to exist.

stop pretending otherwise. adjust to reality and create reality-based policy positions.

somaliland exists, it is a democracy and it should be recognized as such and supported by the west.
the status quo in east africa is unsustainable. claims of "somalian territorial integrity" are laughable. the closest thing to a government in somalia is the brutal, bloodthirsty islamic/fascist terrorist network, al-shebaab. 

i do not recognize the legitimacy of al-shebaab and i reject the territorial integrity of any islamic fascist group attempting to administer itself as a state.

somaliland declared independence 35 years ago. it's a sovereign country with a functioning democracy.

instead of blathering about "territorial integrity", the united states should be arming somaliland. the west should be picking a side in this war (which is dormant, anyways), but we won't do it, because we're beholden to the fascist governments in the region. they can go fuck themselves.

this small democratic enclave needs our help and we should have given it to them eons ago. we now have the opportunity to make the right choice and be on the right side of history, but we will fail to do that, as we have continually done since dhimmi joe biden flushed the foreign policy legacy of barack obama down the toilet in a startling display of orientalism and racism.

the old song gets it right.

if you arm eritrea then you won't have to pay her and everyone can go home.

we should not just recognize somaliland, we should arm it and even send it troops to help it fight the islamic fascists off and restore democracy to the region.

but we won't.
the underlying implication is that these muslim dictatorships are in full support of the fascist terrorist groups fighting to keep somalia in the dark ages.

the unstated context is that the arab world uses somalia as a source of slaves and that any sort of government, democratic or not, would upset the remaining arab slave trade, which continues to act as a source of necessary cheap labour in the gulf area.

israel is a taking a bold step, here, to advance democracy and human rights in the region and i would hope that canada would recognize somaliland in solidarity, but i'm not holding my breath.

Saturday, December 27, 2025

can't we at least lend it to them?

it's like we lost a war against ukraine and are paying them tribute payments.
"and, in other news, canada has decided to write itself a $500 billion check and then flush it down the toilet."

this is why there is nothing north of ottawa, nothing northwest of ottawa for 2000 km, and only the city of quebec, on the gulf of st lawerence, to the northeast of ottawa. i grew up here. it's at the fringe of civilization.

canada is a really big country.

you can't live in most of it, and you can barely live in the southernmost 5% of it.

spinning the toronto star back off into an independent company might be imperative to save the country from backwardsness.

and smart conservatives, as few and far between as they may be, should realize it.
so, the hard work involved in this is that you now have to undo decades of propaganda that nobody really took seriously by engaging in discourse.

i've realized recently that a big part of the problem is al jazeera, which is state controlled (states that are as extreme right-wing as you get) media targeting western opinion, and that this is accurately described as foreign interference by fascist arab governments. however, i'm not going to argue that al jazeera should be banned, and i strongly opposed and continue to oppose banning russian media. you don't change how people think by denying them access to information, you do it by maximizing access to information.

likewise, rounding them up and putting them in jail is just going to martyr them, and the idiots love martyrs. that's a non-solution. that doesn't solve anything. they just come out more resolved than ever.

engaging in discourse is hard work. it'll take a long time. it's a fight on our hands.

but this is what we're fighting for - the superiority of discourse. this isn't an ethnic conflict.

the biggest problem we have in front of us is that we've lost the small-l liberals, because the stupid conservatives took away all of their media. the toronto star, the globe and mail and dozens of smaller liberal media publications all got bought out and dismantled or demented by conservative publishing firms who thought doing so would hep them win elections, and the government did nothing to stop it. now, we have no liberal media left in this country, and what you're seeing here is the result of it. all we have left now in this country is failing old tory legacy media outlets that nobody wants to support. small-l liberals end up tricked into reading al jazeera instead, and it just confuses them with propaganda, because that is the purpose of it, it's the reason al jazeera exists in the first place, to interfere in western democracies by generating propaganda for naive liberals to consume.

if this turns into intolerant christians arresting intolerant muslims at gun point because the muslims are offending the christians, we've already lost.

you gotta get in the trenches and do the hard work and if i can find the time i'll help but i'm swamped. there's no easy answer to this.

but step one is that the small-l liberals need their local media back. you'll never get anywhere with this without that first.

how much money do you have every month for disposable income after you pay all of your bills, including groceries?

is it more than $700?

is it more than $200?

i know this won't last, which is why i need to navigate this moment wisely to ensure i'm in a stable environment i can create in for years to come.
the way i've always looked at it is like this: in contemporary western culture, almost everybody (99% of us) is roughly equally poor and has roughly the same disposable income, but we have varying levels of debt and taxation depending on our salaries. the result is that increases in wealth in our culture get almost entirely eaten by the financial system, and nobody really benefits by making more money, in terms of actually having more money to actually spend.

as your salary increases, 

- your rent or mortgage increases, because you rent nicer places or buy bigger houses and you have to do that, too, it's not optional, really.
- your car payments increase, because you buy fancier cars
- your credit card payments increase, because you buy fancier clothes
- your taxes go up
- you pay off your lump sum debts
- you spend more on kids because you breed more, because you get laid more often, one way or the other

the result is that whether you make $30K/yr, $50K/yr, $100K/yr or $1000K/yr, you end up with the same amount of money to spend per month, but you live with different "grades" of belongings representing different classes of wealth.

but who gives a fuck?

your fancy mansion is made of the same wood and concrete and drywall that my below market rent basement is. it will crumble just the same. you chase off the same mammals, you kill the same roaches. the bank is better off, but are you better off? are you really better off?

you're not; not really.

so, why bother?

now, some libertarian capitalist douche bag will seize on this as an argument that socialism reduces productivity, but the point that i'm making is that nobody benefits from increases in productivity in a capitalist society except the banks, anyways, so your bogeyman is actually capitalism and not socialism, but why would i give a fuck about productivity if it just goes to the rentiers in the first place? why wouldn't i boycott that system on it's face? if rising productivity has no effect on my individual material conditions in the capitalist system, i have no reason to give the slightest fuck about whether i'm "productive" or not. it's just the rentiers bitching that their rent isn't rising fast enough and they can go fuck themselves. that's not even capitalism. it's actually feudalism, but it's the facade of capitalism that allows the feudalism to maintain itself and prosper. if you want to get at and dismantle the feudalism, you need to tear down the facade of capitalism. it has nothing to do with socialism, and you may find that socialism is actually good for productivity after all if you'd  just shut the fuck up for a second and give it a try.

i was born a prole and i understand it and i understand there's no way out and i seek to make the best of it.

maybe the fancy car and the fancy house is valuable to you, but it's not valuable to me, and i don't care. i want a clean, safe space that is big enough for me to work in, and i've got it, for now. i want practical shelter for functional use value, i don't want empty displays of wealth. all walls crumble, in the end; they're all made of the same thing, they're all the same. you're just the same pile of dirt and microbial shit, in the end.

the result is that i may be far less wealthy than you but i don't think i'm worse off. if you strip away the illusions of upgrades in material conditions that the banks hold your hand and lead you through as they elevate you through this ponzi scheme we call "class" and fuck you in the ass while doing it, the only differences between you and i are that you work harder for the same practical outcome, you have less fun than me and you have more debt and more responsibility than i do.

i spend almost nothing on maintaining my bicycles and $0 on gas. i avoid cell phones. my rent is cheap. i have no credit card debt.

am i actually better off?
my cohb money came in on christmas eve. it's $401. so i have enough for the $3500 transfer into the rdsp before dec 31st, after all, but i have to go in on monday to talk to them about my account. i should also get the extra $120 for gst this month.

i consequently just bought a shop-vac to help me clean up the dirtier parts of this place. it's a $50 five gallon shop-vac, on sale for a highly reduced price. this is an old house that tends to crumble and is in the process of being rebuilt on the spot from the inside and that will come in handy for a long time, i think.

my monthly income, after rent, is now going to be:

$408 odsp
$200 cdb
$401 cohb
$75 trillium
$120/3 gst rebate
=================
~1100

even if i put $400/month into the rdsp, that still leaves me with $700/month to spend on food and fun, which is a lot, considering i don't have any bad habits. i haven't been on an adventure to detroit in a while but i'm straight edge between them.

further, every single one of these payments increases every year because it's all tied to inflation. that $1100 will be at $1500 in no time.

i'm so used to being dirt poor that it's almost a culture shock. it's not going to change how i live day-to-day, as i am still focused on setting up my apartment in the immediate term and on my art for the rest of my life, but it will allow me to put some money in the bank, both in terms of short term and long term savings and to be able to just buy things when i need them. that is the real change, avoiding the need to save for things in advance. i should now have savings available, instead.

within a few months, when everything's set up, the money should mostly go into the studio.

at $2100/month,  my income is now over $25000/yr. i'm still comfortably in the lowest tax rate, but i have $100,000 in used tax credits from going to university for so long. that means i'll get $100,000 in taxes back before i pay any out.

i don't want to misrepresent the situation. i have now completely maxed out on social assistance without experiencing a substantive hike in rent but it's because i went through a horrible experience; i'm a disabled person that got thrown out on to the street by capitalist rentier parasites looking to feed on my rent payments, and is still fighting to rectify that in a court system that has swung so far right in recent years that it's flung itself off the cliff of logical discourse. the judges don't read a thing that's put in front of them, nowadays, they want you to summarize it in twitterspeak for them. they won't accept anything on appeal. the court system is broken. i applied for everything, and i eventually got everything. everything. and i'm not going to waste it on drugs because i'm not a drug addict, i'm going to use it in the way i'm supposed to use it. this level of assistance is unusual for a single person, in ontario, but it's because i went through an unusual circumstance. the system will take care of you here in canada, in the end, but you have to let it bludgeon you pretty badly, first.

i got unlucky, but then i got lucky. things were bad for a while, now they're going to be good for a while. 

things tend to work out for me.
again, it happens to be christians getting killed in nigeria. it's druze in syria. it was yazidis in iraq and, before that, it was armenians, assyrians, kurds. socialists. jews.

"when they came for the christians, i didn't say anything."

don't say nobody warned you.

you gotta fight fascism everywhere at all times and donald trump is a strange ally, but i'll take it, if he's up for it.

Friday, December 26, 2025

if it looks like a duck and quacks like a duck, it's a duck.

and if you support fascist movements, you're a fascist.

and, i still think that the only good fascist is a dead one.
if you're going to choose to align with the most right-wing, most conservative, most religious political movements that the world has seen in decades, that is your choice, but stop calling yourself a liberal and stop calling yourself a socialist.

you are a fascist.

if you have any intelligence, you should be able to pass the mirror test, to look at yourself and see yourself for what you are.

generate some self-awareness for the movements you are standing with and supporting and be honest with yourself: you are a fascist, and you support fascism.
if george w. bush had gone after the wahabi cultists and salafists, who were mostly in saudi arabia at the time, i would have supported that. i would have supported regime change in saudi arabia as a result of the sept 11 attacks.

however, he didn't do that; he launched a war against a state that did not listen to american demands and hadn't for decades in order to dismantle a difficult state that the militants that attacked the united states had long wanted removed. instead of going after the terrorists, he did exactly what the terrorists wanted him to do. that war eventually extended to a regime change process in syria, which had the same baathist political movement in power.

i did not oppose the iraq war because it was an attack on muslims and i actually don't know anybody that held to that position, at the time. there may have been some backtracking near the end, but the baathists were officially secularists and iraq, despite it's problems, was using the state to redistribute resources in ways that the other states in the area (except syria) were not. iraq had the least muslim government in the middle east, which is exactly why they were targeted.

the arguments at the time were not in solidarity with islamic fundamentalism, which doesn't even make sense, but arguments that toppling the government would create issues with islamic fundamentalism, and that you can't enforce democracy with tanks, you have to let the people do it themselves.

what's happened in the last 20 years is that the liberal media has abandoned it's previous position on iraq, which was correct and principled, and replaced it with horrific talking points written by state media from islamic theocracies, that are in support of the movement for islamic fascism in the area. they've completely flip-flopped from opposing the removal of saddam hussein because it would lead to islamic fascism, which was universally seen as worse, to supporting the islamic fascists themselves on grounds of "religious freedom" and criticizing attempts to bomb or contain them by force. in the process, the liberal media has thoroughly aligned itself with contemporary fascism, and today acts as a mouth piece for fascist governments and as a vector for fascist propaganda, and has even helped generate fascist movements on the ground in the west.

frankly, i'm not even convinced that bush even understood what he did, but his daddy's goons, which he let back into power, took the opportunity to advance the aims of the muslim extremists that bombed him in removing the godless, unislamic, socialist government in iraq, which led to the country being taken over by religious lunatics, which is exactly what the saudis wanted.

obama then had to come in and try to contain the pandora's box that removing the baath party opened up and that is still wreaking havoc across the world. the point was to oppose that pandora's box from opening, and to oppose the forces it would unleash; but, today, the liberal media is aligning itself with the consequences of that pandora's box, and standing in solidarity with, and not in opposition to, the forces it unleashed.

my support for bombing isis is because i opposed toppling saddam hussein, and opposed toppling assad, who, together, were preventing gulf-backed islamic fascists from militarizing the region. i had a clear understanding of that at the time, and i have a clear understanding of the issue now.

i have always supported using the american military to fight the terrorists and i entirely understand that this is a conflict that will last for centuries, as other similar conflicts in history always did. this isn't a three year war, it's a generational conflict. yes. that's a correct observation, and that's the point; they're not going to give up in three years, they're going to keep trying to take over our secular society and enforce their dark age value systems, until we're able to wipe them out and force them to stop. i don't know what to tell people complaining that the war to save them from being enslaved by islam is taking too long, other than that fighting for one's freedom is not like buying fast food, and that things that matter sometimes take a long time. the criticism that we should give up and stop fighting for freedom because it is taking too long to win is amongst the most shallow and stupid arguments that i've ever heard, but you get what you deserve, in the end. if you don't want to fight for your way of life, don't be surprised if it's taken away from you.

i would continue to support overthrowing the governments in saudi arabia and iran, and i now would support overthrowing the al qaeda backed fascist dictatorship that took over syria and i would support driving the taliban out of afghanistan. my solidarity is with the forces of secularism, socialism and modernism. my solidarity is with the apostates fighting for freedom and democracy. i have always and will continue to condemn the religious groups trying to enforce their laws on people that don't want to follow them.
our man in the white house, he won't even usurp the power of the purse on us. he expects us to do it. what's up with that? - said no republican, ever.
even as little as ten years ago, could you imagine we'd be standing here in 2025 and watching far right republicans complaining that the president isn't interfering enough in their exclusive constitutional jurisdiction?
this is actually a deflection by the outgoing representative:

She said she wants Trump to focus on spiking health-care costs and affordability concerns — not what's going on overseas.

"No one cares about the foreign countries. No one cares about the never-ending amount of foreign leaders coming to the White House every single week," she said in a recent interview with NBC News.

the president of the united states has no mandate whatsoever to deal with health care or the economy. these concerns are the exclusive concern of the congress, and particularly the house of representatives.

it's her decision whether she wants to do her job or quit and go home, but it is her responsibility to write these bills, and not his. the president's job is to oversee the military and interact with foreign dignitaries, not to concern himself with domestic policy.

the maga supporters should be asking why ms greene is abandoning her post rather than writing the legislation she campaigned on. it's her job. it's not his job.

tomatoes are actually fairly low in nutrients compared to other fruits for sale in the store. they aren't bad for you, so there isn't any good reason to restrict tomato consumption, and i eat a fair amount of them myself, but i eat them with more nutritious fruits like red peppers, limes and avocados, and/or with high nutrient roots like beets or carrots and high-nutrient greens like kale and broccoli. tomatoes are better thought of as a low nutrient spice, like pepper or salt, whose primary purpose is to add flavour, than as a nutritious part of the meal. however, they aren't quite as useless as lettuce or cucumbers; they're in a middle category, with apples and peaches and pears, of fruits that you can do better than and should if you can, but shouldn't necessarily be actively avoided, if you like them. have a pear or an apple or a tomato if you like, but realize it has almost no nutritional value. if you don't want to do the research, just make sure you always have a red pepper and/or an avocado in any meal you eat with a tomato in it.

i would also suggest buying hydroponic tomatoes to maximize nutrients and to avoid organic tomatoes, as the pesticides that organic farmers use are more dangerous than the ones conventional farming uses. 

adding more carotenoids won't do much good. these are very poor sources of vitamin a (your body will convert them to retinol, but only if it has to, and at a much lower efficiency rate than previously thought. humans are in truth actually not very good at converting carotenoids, like beta-carotene and lycopene, into vitamin a. it is advised to seek true retinol, which is only found by eating meat, or consuming milk products, like cheese. i eat a lot of eggs, partially for that reason.) and there is no good science upholding any sort of benefit of lycopene, despite many attempts to find one in order to market tomatoes as healthy fruits. at best, lycopene is a very low potency form of vitamin a. lutein has a more established role to play in eye health, but you're still better off eating an avocado or a bell pepper, or a carrot.

tomatoes don't have much vitamin c and adding more would likely make them more citrusy. that would be a better addition, in my opinion. i'd like that, myself, but americans like sugar in ways that i don't. i prefer tarty citrus foods over sugary cakes and candy, but i'm a little weird. i would drink fresca or sprite when i was a kid by preference and choice, and not coke or pepsi, and i still prefer caffeinated mt dew to any cola, and dr pepper to coke. i used to get key lime or lemon or rhubarb pies for my birthday when i was a little kid, instead of chocolate cake, which i found made me bloated and sick. i preferred a good fruit filling - apple or cherry or rhubarb or lemon or lime - over chocolate filling or icing or sugar. i have always liked sour and have never really liked sweet. i'd get big turks instead of sugary chocolate bars. i'd prefer sour patch kids to smarties.

there are lots of sources of vitamin c in western diets and we don't really need more, but it would still be a better option than trying to cram more low potency vitamin a into the fruit, with little to no actual benefit to it.

i'm not opposed to genetically modifying food if there's a potential benefit to it, but i don't see any value in this, and will stick to the red ones. 

the tomato industry has been struggling for decades to market it's product as healthy because it's a fruit and it has this perception that people want tomatoes to be healthy because they're fruits. it should abandon this. tomatoes will sell as flavouring without the need to try to market them as healthy. it's enough for them to not be unhealthy - for them to be neutral - for them to be good flavouring agents.

from what i can see, these people are accusing each other of doing the same thing to each other, but it was the fake left (who are authoritarian conservatives masquerading as a left) that started the fight. now, when faced with a counter-attack, they respond as though they're being attacked without cause. but, they started the fight!

the root cause of the problem here that needs to be addressed is the false moral superiority of the fake left that led it to decide it had some objective basis to censor speech it didn't like that is somehow different than when the authoritarian right does the same thing to it.

i'm left with little to no sympathy for the groups being targeted, as they brought this on themselves, and would rather point to the centuries old lesson of free speech that real leftists learned eons ego: if you censor your opponents when you are in power, they will retaliate when they gain power. so, don't do that.

free speech is absolute or it doesn't exist. you can't moderate free speech. and, as chomsky said, free speech means free speech for your opponents, it doesn't mean free speech for you.

....and certainly don't bitch and complain when they do to you what you did to them, if you insist on censoring them, despite the lessons of history that are right in front of you and which you refuse to learn. get off your fucking cross.

these groups are not leftists and are not allies of the left, they are conservative groups in disguise that are seeking to control what you think, feel, write, sing, draw and believe. they can go fuck themselves, and i hope trump's cronies take them down a notch.
i support striking islamic militants everywhere and anywhere they are, for any reason, at any time. they are a scourge, a parasite, a disease, that needs to be eradicated.

the details of trump's claims about nigeria may be a little sketchy, but they are also more solid than the liberal media is claiming. if the basic claim is that isis is killing christians in nigeria, that basic claim is correct.

but it doesn't matter that they're christians. isis might instead be killing secularists, modernists, animists, buddhists, socialists, women, pagans, gays, gypsies, jews, slavs (all groups that isis would target), whatever; isis should be wiped out, regardless of what particular group they are targeting in whatever region. it is not the fact that the islamic fascists are killing christians that makes them a vile parasite that needs to be eradicated, it is the core of their religious beliefs, which have no redeemable qualities, and cannot be tolerated in a civilized global community.

Thursday, December 25, 2025

it's not that polytheism is inherently less stupid than monotheism. i think the idea of multiple gods is logically superior to the idea of one god (if you can convince me that any god exists at all, you're going to have a hard time convincing me there is only one. an existence proof would be unlikely, and a corresponding characteristic theorem that shows uniqueness would strike me as incoherent. proof of the existence of many gods would follow instantly from proof of the existence of one god.), but this is really not the point i'm trying to make. an idea that is distinctly less stupid than another idea is still a stupid idea, and not to be championed because it's less stupid; less stupid is still stupid.

what i find more interesting and appealing about polytheism is the content of the stories, and not the question of existence, which i don't think is worth seriously considering at this point. if religion has any value, it isn't in the theological question (which is resolved. there is neither a monotheistic god nor polytheistic gods and that question should be abandoned and moved on from.) but in the cultural value of the underlying moral teachings and, in today's world, most importantly in the differences between how monotheistic and polytheistic societies see the place of human beings. i prefer pagan polytheism because it is culturally superior, and we do in fact see that in the syncretic forms of christianity that developed in europe and also, more recently, have been developing in south america, where they didn't completely wipe out their indigenous religions. the christians of constantine's time would call the lot of us a bunch of roman pagans, celebrating germanic rituals and holding to icons and romanic laws and cultural traditions. the pope is just a continuation of the office of the high priest of the sun god. da fuck is this

it's as though you stupid idiots don't even realize you're performing a cannibalistic ritual to dionysus every time you engage in the eucharist.

if you want to be objective about this, it's pretty clear that the greeks and romans, and germans and celts and slavs, eventually conquered the christians, from the inside out. there's almost no trace of the invading christian colonizers left anywhere. we have statues of the old gods everywhere, and people living the old ways everywhere. the pagans won. it's right in front of you. but you don't realize it.

the struggle is in preventing the victory of paganism over christianity from being engulfed in a new round of colonization by muslims, and the decrease in quality of life and enjoyment of existence that would follow from that. i don't want to have to spend my time fighting to save europeanism from encroaching orientalism, i want to spend my time enjoying being a european.

i watched a youtube video the other day about the origins of the flood myth. there's several earlier versions of this myth in sumerian and semitic mythology, as found on bits of clay tablets that are thousands of years older than the one in genesis. i'm not interested in the theological differences; there is no yahweh, there is no enki. it doesn't really matter how many gods are in the story. what is the lesson of the story? how does it change in the different cultures?

in my opinion, the jewish version is a dumbed-down version of a far more complex narrative in the older versions. in the jewish version, god wants to punish us all for not listening to him, so he kills us all. we're taught from a young age that this is a good story, with a good moral, but it isn't at all. it's a horrible story, and the version of god in genesis is a horrific asshole that should be condemned as what he is. we would chain this god up and bring him before the hague and sentence him to death. we would charge this god with hate crimes. this god has little to no redeemable qualities whatsoever; if such a god existed, it would need to be destroyed, and it would be the west that would destroy it, in an epic struggle to restore freedom and assert democracy over tyranny and backwardsness and barbarism. we could not coexist with such a horrible entity. but the jewish scriptures teach us that god's wisdom is infinite, that god made the right choice to kill us all, and we're not to question the wisdom.

well, ok, then.

but the older stories actually show disagreements amongst the gods and invite us to question their decisions. the reason that this one asshole god wanted to kill us all was that we were overpopulating the earth, and too loud, and too smelly and it's pissing him off, so he just seeks to crush us like we would stamp out gross roaches. hey, i can empathize with that a little; it's a far better reason to kill us than that we're gay, or worshipping a cow or something. but in the mesopotamian stories, there is criticism of that decision, and it is clear that the people were taught to question the gods rather than to obey them. was it a just decision? or was this god an asshole and should this god actually be punished for killing us? the mesopotamian stories, like the greek stories we are more familiar with, try to work out these more complex analyses, and subtle moral positions. the gods argue with each other. they can be right or wrong. the stories don't merely declare the monotheistic god infallible and decide it's judgement is unquestionable, they tell us to think for our ourselves and come to our own conclusions. the latter is culturally superior.

the direct analogues between roman, greek, germanic and celtic mythology and jewish mythology are less than the analogues between jewish and sumerian mythology due to the differences in cultural origin. eventual post-captivity judaism was heavily influenced by indo-european zoroastrianism, but that would be like if the greeks decided zeus slaughtered all of the other gods. it's still warped. the overlaps in stories don't really make sense until after alexander conquers the middle east, and they start speaking greek and reading greek literature and philosophy in the region, and jesus eventually emerges as this hebrew socrates. so, the comparison between the version of the flood story in genesis with the different and older flood stories is something that doesn't extend to a comparison between other jewish myths and corresponding stories in greek and roman mythology, more directly. the phoenecian mythology was more similar to the greek mythology, and probably influenced by it, but that doesn't make it's way into the hebrew scriptures, for whatever reason.

the analyses has to stand by analogy. i have to point out that the roman and greek stories are like the sumerian stories in assigning the gods personalities, in developing conflicts between the gods and in telling people to think for themselves, rather than obey their tyrannical lord and then argue that i would rather live in a society where the culture tells us to come to our own conclusions than a culture that tells us everything is burned into stone, and we do, because the pagans won, and that is worth protecting from another round of encroaching monotheism, which is always a massive cultural step backwards and yet is certainly currently pounding at the doors. rome went through a cultural collapse leading to the adoption of christianity, which took centuries to undo, and which we should fight hard to not let happen again.

however, the story of adam is even worse than the story of noah and an urgent and pressing reason to draw particular attention to the need to reconnect with indigenous cultural ideas, before we kill ourselves off. the monotheistic religions teach us that god created this all for us and we are to use it for our benefit. this is a distinct reversal of any indigenous belief system, and from any pagan system i'm aware of, which all teach us that we are a part of an interconnected system that we need to coexist within, rather than that we are in some way distinct from or outside of it. the idea that we are part of an ecological web and need to exist sustainably within it is a superior position to the backwards idea that we are at the top of the food chain, and this all exists for us to do what we want with it. many centuries from now, some smart race of aliens may tell the story of the destruction of human society and conclude that it was the stupid myth of adam that led the stupid humans to destroy their habitat, and destroy themselves. it is imperative that we find a way to undo the effects of the monotheistic religions on western culture in relation to this specific idea that we're outside of ecology and return to the indigenous european idea that we're a part of a ecology instead of being outside of it if we want to survive, and a return to cultural paganism is the best way to do that. the norse may have fought against the skraelings as much as they did against the christians, but they would have thought we were stupid for shitting in our own beds; the ideas of resource economy and sustainable growth were inherent to european culture, before the unsustainable middle eastern cultures, which had already ruined their own lands, brought their disastrous philosophies to us and enforced them on us with violence. whether we are able to reverse this one lingering and subtle but catastrophic and important position of monotheism and return to the indigenous position we once held will determine if we can survive or not.

i hope i've explained why i'm interested in returning to paganism. it's not about the theology. paganism is simply better aligned with freedom and democracy, and with sustainability and sustainable growth. these ought to be the three pillars of western society, moving forwards, if it is to survive the collapse of the global capitalist order.

the french had liberty, equality and fraternity.

we should have freedom, democracy and sustainability. 

monotheism has been our biggest retarding force for centuries in getting to a secular society and culture based in reason, and will remain our largest barrier to overcome for the near future.
i am not a cultural christian, i do not celebrate christmas and i do not see christianity as a way to somehow block other religions from infiltrating western culture. if anything, i am a cultural pagan, or a cultural europeanist, and i see little difference between christianity, islam and judaism in terms of their ideology, or their ability to destroy cultures and wipe out societies.

it is difficult to ignore the reality that christianity is a less extreme force for evil in this world than islam is, but that does not make christianity more moderate, and i would thoroughly reject that claim. there's plenty of victims of christianity out there. to the extent that christianity is less extreme than islam, it has little to do with their respective ideological frameworks, which are exactly the same thing, and more to do with differences in the underlying societies. white european culture experienced an enlightenment period that arab culture has not yet experienced and, for that reason, european culture has been able to extricate itself from the retarding influence of the religion and extirpate it from european society in ways that arab culture has to this point failed to succeed in accomplishing.

that is not a beneficial characteristic of christianity, it is a statement of the superiority of the underlying pagan european culture, that was able to throw off the yoke of jewish mythology and reconstitute itself, which is something that persians and others are still struggling with, in finding a pathway towards their eventual evolution out of islam.

as a cultural pagan or europeanist, i see christianity and islam as being identical to each other and equally threatening to the existence of freedom, free societies and democracy, which we can see from a broad view of history are indigenous ideas that, in eurasia, have only survived in northern europe. it would not take much for the tables to reverse.

i am not celebrating saturnalia this month, but if i were to celebrate anything, it would be the solstice, and the ways of the ancestors, and not christian mythology, which should be left behind.

Wednesday, December 24, 2025

if somebody at the centre wants to be real sneaky, they'll adapt a version of don quixote and dedicate it to trump, and make sure he's at the premier, for a special ceremony.

they can give him an award with a gold plated windmill.
it will be better when they just do constant performances of cats, anyways.

that's everybody's dream, right? no end to cats. it shall run every day into perpetuity. what a wonderful world. what a utopian vision.

plus, that way, trump can show up and grab them all, when they're not expecting.

it's a good reminder that trump is 70% performance artist, 30% arrogant asshole.

he's almost as hilarious as i am.

the truth is actually the other extreme - not only was jesus a hebrew and a jew, but it is also the case that most palestinians today are not arabs but hebrews.

jesus was a jew, and so were the ancestors of today's west bank palestinians, who live in historical judaea and are the descendants of the hebrews that once inhabited it.

the true palestinians, the philistines, were a greek tribe that lived on the coast (today's gaza) and that settled the region from crete around the year -1200. they were nether related to arabs nor jews. they were physically larger because they were aryans from greece, while the jews were itty bitty semites, stunted by poor nutrition resulting from centuries of middle eastern agriculture.

at this distant point in time, the ancestors of the arabs lived in yemen and somalia. they were south semitic speaking black africans.

what happened after the bar kokhba revolt is that the romans finished the carthaginian genocide by renaming judaea after the greek philistines, who had long lived nearby, thereby wiping the phoenecian jews off the map. the area was from that point known as philistinia, instead of judaea, although the switch was in truth not completely permanent, and roman administrators actually bounced back and forth for a long time afterwards.

when the arabs (from yemen) eventually invaded the region, they inherited the roman maps and the turks then inherited the maps from the arabs. they just took over the roman world and kept much of it in place, including the administrative divisions and also the christian religion, which was still dominant in the region until after the crusades when turks and turko-egyptians finally decided to wipe it out by force. the idea that christians slowly converted to islam for societal and financial gain, to improve their material conditions, is in fact a myth; the truth is that they paid their taxes, and successfully resisted conversion for centuries, both in eastern europe and also on the eastern mediterranean coast. the arabs were already long gone and a distant memory by the point that the turks started getting aggressive about it. the word palestine enters the english language from roman/greek philistine.

but the people that lived there were not greek philistines, they were converted hebrews, and descended from the ancient jews.

in fact, large swaths of what is today called palestine know that they're jews and didn't actually convert to islam until world war one. the multiple turkish genocides in the broader region to wipe out christian and jewish groups were apparently convincing enough to finally do the job, whereas centuries of taxation by islamic theocracies were not. and, whether you realize it or not, you are echoing and continuing this campaign of genocide and ethnic cleansing in the region put in motion by the ottomans every time you deny that jesus was jewish.
there is a long history of trying to deny the jewishness of jesus. this loud, violent yelling through megaphones on the streets that jesus was not a jew but an arab, a group that did not enter the region for several centuries after his death, belongs in the same ideological and intellectual category as blaming the jews for killing jesus, a catholic position that led to pogroms and holocausts.

these people are not leftists, they are nazis and they should be aggressively labelled as what they are.
the claim that jesus, whether fictional or historical, was a palestinian (that is, a philistine) is ridiculously absurd and the people trying to convince you of as much should be laughed at, scorned and derided as outrageously ignorant in the most aggressive ways possible.

these people are not any sort of a left. these people are fascists and represent the far right.

Tuesday, December 23, 2025

to be clear: i've never seen a rodent or any sign of a rodent in the apartment itself. i've seen them crawl over a taped-up hole in the bathroom (underneath the upstairs kitchen, which is where they're really living) and i've heard them scratching at night. i also know that they are transiting through the laundry area.

i haven't seen a roach in here, either. if they are eating anything in here at all, they're keeping the roach population down. there's nothing else for them to eat in here.

so i don't really know if the insulation was left by a mouse, and maybe that's unlikely, except that i have a theory.

i think there's a small mouse around here, and rats upstairs. i've been going after the rats, and having some success in blocking them access. the mouse may see me as an ally for that reason. it might want to nest with me for that reason.

i'll also point out that a mouse would love my diet as it's high in cereals, bacon, cheese, yeast, hemp, avocado and spices. 

==============================cycle 6 eaten through, except for four exceptions
- dec 6th: the salsas for the cycle 7 bacon and eggs, together, with cheese and yeast.
- dec 7th: first cycle 7 bacon & eggs. no salsa.
- dec 8th: second cycle 7 bacon & eggs. no salsa.
- dec 9th: first cycle 8 quinoa, with lentils subbed for quinoa (to eat red pepper & broc)
- dec 10th: second cyle 8 quinoa, with lentils subbed for quinoa (to eat red pepper & broc)
- dec 11th/12th: first cycle 7 nachos. 2x juice. plus subway, bmt with bacon.
- dec 13th/14th: second cycle 7 nachos. 2x juice.
- dec 15th: second cycle 7 tomato sandwich, with uncle ben gumbo with dill and garlic, monterrey jack cheese, nutritional yeast, hemp seeds, caesar and frank's.
- dec 16th: first cycle 7 cereal, plus two instant oatmeals with an apple with a touch of chocolate soy.
- dec 17th: second cycle 7 cereal, plus two instant oatmeals and an apple with a touch of chocolate soy.
===================cycle 7 eaten through, except for four exceptions.
- dec 18th: first cycle 8 cereal, plus two instant oatmeals with an apple with a touch of chocolate soy.
- dec 19th: second cycle 8 cereal, plus two instant oatmeals and an apple with a touch of chocolate soy.
- dec 20th: salsa for cycle 8 eggs, together, with cheese and yeast.
- dec 21st: first cycle 8 bacon & eggs. no salsa.
- dec 22nd: second cycle 8 bacon & eggs. no salsa.
- dec 23rd/24th: first cycle 8 nachos. 2x juice.


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if a mouse has been spying on me, it can see and more importantly smell (mice are nearly blind) that i eat well.

how far have mice been to being domesticated over the last several centuries? i mean house mice. if we weren't so busy trying to kill them, we'd keep them as pets. they like us. we don't like them.

what i'll say about the mouse is that if i can't find any droppings, i won't concern myself with it. i'd have to have a reason to go after it.

it's the rat or rats i want out of here and i'm still studying them to figure out how. it's going to be hard to deal with the problem so long as the upstairs tenants keep food out and in the sink.

i lost yesterday due to the leak and today due to catching up on sleep. i'll be awake overnight and trying to see what they're up to.
as an atheist, i actually think that merry christmas and happy holidays both suck. i'm not any more interested in hanukkah or whatever else than i am in christmas. they're both stupid.

i consequently have two better ideas, which are variations of the same idea:

- have a sexy solstice, which would require a little sass along the sexy part to get right or
- have a saucy saturnalia

the united states already has control over greenland.

instead of being paternalistic and imperialist and controlling, why don't the americans try convincing greenland to vote to become a us territory?

to summarize.

- the senate still has the opportunity to intervene.
- the issue should be sent to the supreme court as a reference question
- the governor general should refuse to sign it, if none of that happens
- if it somehow becomes law, it should be challenged as unconstitutional in the courts, and the courts should strike it down
specifically, the formula for amending the role of the governor-general is in s. 41 of the constitution act, and requires unanimous consent:

Amendment by unanimous consent

41 An amendment to the Constitution of Canada in relation to the following matters may be made by proclamation issued by the Governor General under the Great Seal of Canada only where authorized by resolutions of the Senate and House of Commons and of the legislative assembly of each province:

  • (a) the office of the Queen, the Governor General and the Lieutenant Governor of a province;

  • (b) the right of a province to a number of members in the House of Commons not less than the number of Senators by which the province is entitled to be represented at the time this Part comes into force;

  • (c) subject to section 43, the use of the English or the French language;

  • (d) the composition of the Supreme Court of Canada; and

  • (e) an amendment to this Part.

if the parliament wishes to amend the existing constitution by adding roles and responsibilities to the office of the governor-general, it should follow the rules to amend the constitution, as they exist in the constitution act, 1982.

this should be seen as unnecessary.

rather, the responsibilities in the act should simply be given to the minister of immigration.
the bill itself would likely be declared unconstitutional if brought before the courts. the constitution determines what roles the governor general has and this role is not in the constitution.

the parliament, or the senate, should ask the supreme court if it is constitutional for the parliament to expand the powers of the governor-general, before proceeding.
if this bill does pass the senate, mary simon should refuse to sign it.

this may result in her being replaced with somebody that will sign it, but it will also draw attention to the issue, and it will certainly become a major election issue in the next cycle.

canadians will not accept any discretionary role for the governor general, whatsoever.
the governor-general is an unelected figurehead. she should not have any discretionary power in government at all.

this is the first i've heard of this, but i would urge the senate to block this bill on the grounds that it is creeping monarchism, and uncanadian for that reason.

these powers should be given to an elected minister, in this case the minister of immigration, and not to an unelected figurehead of the monarch.

most canadians would be baffled by this provision if they were aware of it, and nobody would oppose it more than the british parliament would.

mr carney is identifying himself as a monarchist, and that is a position that is uncanadian and not welcome here.

there was a leak here yesterday that forced to me to stay up past my bedtime and i slept a little in the morning, from about 3:00-7:00, which is unusual. i woke up this morning to find a small amount of insulation beside me.

nothing bit me. i have not found a single dropping anywhere in the apartment.

rather, it almost seems to be a gift and a sign of kindness. a benevolent mouse would think i should want insulation in my bed. right?

does the mouse want to snuggle?

where did this mouse come from?

i'm doubling down on the conclusion that this rodent has taken a liking to me and i'm trying to figure out if it's maternal instinct gone awry or some kind of evil psyop. mammals really don't have instincts, that's a myth. mammals are taught everything. mice are not born knowing how to be a mouse, mice have to be taught how to be mice.

this has to be very, very weird.

the other possibility i'm contemplating is that this is a baby mouse and it's mother is dead or gone and it's reaching out to me in desperation. i'm at least a mammal, right?

i obviously don't want to kill this thing, but i have to.
an invasion of alberta would create tremendous problems for british columbia, which would be blocked from the rest of canada, except via the yukon. further, it would be inevitable that the united states would seek to connect alberta to alaska.

alberta would eventually take yukon and bc with them as the 52nd and 53rd states, whether they like it or not.
alberta does not have independence as a real option. 

back in 1995, quebec came very close to declaring independence. in response, the parliament passed some laws, and the supreme court made a ruling that's not very well understood but that says that it would be legal for quebec to separate if they can muster the force to do it but that it is otherwise illegal under canadian law. 

that doesn't actually matter very much.

we know today that clinton had been informed of an existing contingency plan written by the pentagon to instantly invade quebec on a declaration of independence. the marines, air force and navy were on guard to invade. quebec came within a few percentage points of becoming the 51st state.

there is a plan to eventually invade montreal in the united states constitution. montreal, it should not be forgotten, was the only major french settlement not taken over in the louisiana purchase, which included major us cities like detroit, chicago, st louis, minneapolis and new orleans. the reason is that the british had already conquered it, at the time.

there is obviously a similar us contingency plan to invade alberta, and it will not take more than six months to trigger.

it follows that alberta may remain in canada or become the 51st state, by force. those are their choices. that is all. there is no alternative.

if alberta wants to get that oil on ships to china, annexation by the united states will not help them do that.

Sunday, December 21, 2025

that picture might be real after all, although it's a different picture than the unredacted one taken at the same time, where they are actually looking at the camera, and which looks like a real picture, which is very much my point. we can figure out where and when the picture was purportedly taken. but it still looks like a fake picture.

you should be exceedingly skeptical about all of this.

those kids must have done a lot of work preparing for that musical, and the warm embrace by diana ross seems less creepy and more believable in context, even if the picture still looks fake.

it's a good thing that michael took all the kids for pizza after the show, to reward them for all their hard work.
this seems to be the redacted person:

i don't have the tools or the knowledge to prove the picture is fake, but i've done enough hacked photo editing for satirical purposes to see when something is fake, in a specific way.

not only is that picture fake, it looks like an amateur did it. you get those jagged lines when you paste something in using ms paint.
i ran a two second google search to find out if michael jackson and bill clinton had been photographed before, and this is a picture of them wearing the same clothes at the same time:


that is april 24, 2002.

however, this picture is dated to dec 19, 2023:


these are both stock images.
if you look at this picture carefully, the edges around the redacted person are very jagged and digital and obviously pasted in:

nobody is looking at the camera, except bill.

so, i don't know who that was actually a picture of, but i'm going to take a guess.

- diana ross might be melania knauss, based on her facial expression
- also based on the facial expression, michael jackson might be jared kushner. have you seen pictures of michael jackson staring blankly like that? but that's kushner's trademark.
- bill clinton might be jeffrey epstein, based on the hand-on-shoulder and goofy smile.

if that's the case, mr. kushner seems a little put off by what's been shown to him.

replacing the faces with bill clinton and some black people instead is distracting maga with their biases. 

can we get one with bill playing sax on the plane, maybe with arsenio hall?
what have we learned?

- donald trump likes adult women and is kind of creepy about it. they're all adults, from what i can see.
- michael jackson is a pedophile
- bill gates is at the least a creep and is maybe a pedophile
- bill clinton is a pedophile

only the last point is new information.

however.

i don't think this picture is real:

you can do a lot with ai nowadays.

that looks like it's somebody trying to erase evidence by replacing faces with dead or dying people.

careful with this shit.

i now have this ready to go.

another night with no scratching. is it possible i got both of them?

the glue trap had a substantive bite taken out of it. i suppose that it's possible that one of them got trapped in it, the other one ate it and in the process ate some of the trap, which killed it.

at some point, i need to try to figure out where it went.
is bill going to jail?


it depends on what your definition of is is.

i'm convinced.

is that a box of cigars behind him or am i seeing things?
these were young girls, right?

maybe michael got lost on his way to the gay pedophile ring and ended up at the wrong house that day.
this picture of jeffrey epstein with alexandria ocasio-cortez is extremely alarming, and i hope she's able to immediately explain what her relationship to epstein was.

Saturday, December 20, 2025

this is a much greater threat to canada and canadians than lingering anachronisms about british imperialism and should be where essentially all resources by law enforcement are directed.

the islamic fascists actually carry out attacks on a regular basis. they actually kill people. this is actually real.
the indigenous european substrate that we know of mostly had to do with maritime words - words for things like sea, boat and fish. we don't know a lot about them, but they seem to have been maritime-oriented. that's not surprising. from the dawn of history, the time of the sea peoples, to the viking invasions of europe, about all that settled civilization knew about the north men was that they lived in their boats. these immigrants came from the land of ice and snow, on their boats, and they were always mean when they got to the south. that trait is older than the aryan invasion and something that withstood it.

the genetic traits of northern europe would have been connected to an anatolian farming group that was caucasian but not yamnaya, not aryan, and also to a remnant post ice age hunter-gatherer population. the farming group would have come from the caucusus mountains, through armenia, through turkey and spread widely across europe. were they basque-speaking? there is a theory that the basque languages are related to kartvelian languages, and tying the farming expansion genetically to the kartvelian language would make some sense of that, but i don't think that's broadly accepted. not yet. unfortunately, the perception is that they may have been middle eastern in origin because that's what the bible says, and it is what the bible says, but it's not actually what the genetics say. my own opinion is that the obvious is in front of us - they were kartvelians and the basque language is the last trace of them. (the basques overwhelmingly have genetic steppe ancestry like everybody else in europe). i also think the sumerians were a part of this same lineage, and of kartvelian ancestry. on that point, it's worth pointing out that the sumerians were known for their black hair, in their own writings.

the yamnaya themselves came from somewhere around the caucusus but moved north rather than south. this is shortly after the last age, and some kind of flood mythology actually fits the evidence fairly well.

the reality is that we know that nobody had blue eyes at this time because the mutation is more recent than this, but all three groups (yamnaya, proto-basques-kartvelians and european hunter gatherers) would have been different shades of white and the lighter hair was probably already there when the farmers got there, too.

blonde hair has survived multiple population overturns because it is strongly sexually selected for. it is not a trait of dominance.
i was in the bathroom early this morning and i didn't hear anything.

it's too early to say.

i think there were at minimum two and i might have got at most one, but the fact is that the fan is now exactly where they were sleeping, and it's going to cut them into little pieces if they try and force their way back in. they're going to have to sleep somewhere else, maybe closer to their current food source.
why is the nazis' use of the term aryan backwards?

because they were racist. 

the nazis were operating on one of a number of competing hypothesis for the indo-european urheimat, a german word that means "homeland". after realizing that the european and indian languages derive from a common source, linguists, archaeologists and anthropologists (this was before watson & crick. there were no geneticists.) sought out to make sense of why and how that could be and try to piece together a theory about it. this is good science and all ideas should be considered, to start. it was actually an australian named gordon chile that came up with the idea that the urheimat was in germany, and a master race of blond-haired and blue-eyed aryans migrated out of germany, across the steppes and into india, bringing european genotypes and phenotypes with them. 

there's nothing inherently racist or particularly egregious about this theory. it was a decent guess based on the evidence in front of gordon chile as to how europeans and indians came to speak the same language that made sense in the era of global european colonialism. but it was one of several in existence at the time, and the fact is that we know today that it is wrong.

the theory that turned out to be correct (and proven beyond a doubt by modern genetics) was the one eventually written by marija gimbutas, that proved through careful archaeological work that the aryan urheimat was not in germany but rather in ukraine and that we can trace the spread of the aryans via their grave sites, called kurgans, from ukraine outwards in many directions - to europe, but also to china, to india, to persia, and to asia minor and south to egypt and mesopotamia. these people had horses and wagons and whether they were the absolute first people to invent the wheel or not, they certainly made good use of it to violently conquer and slaughter and replace the people around them. that's not nazism, although many ignorant people continue to think that is. that's actually well-established peer-reviewed and interdisciplinary science.

some of the initial ideas about these aryans are correct - they were gigantic, compared to settled peoples. we understand this today as a consequence not of differences in genetics but of differences in diet. humans are not pea plants like mendel thought; we're not tall and short, and don't come out in some mix of dominance or submission. the nazis would have believed that, but that's wrong for this allele, for this phenotype. rather, height demonstrates tremendous plasticity. if we eat more then we grow more and if we eat less, or less nutritiously, then we stunt. we understand today that the aryan steppe nomads were bigger because they ate better food - more protein, wild grains - and that the settled people were smaller because agriculture had led to overpopulation, poor soil quality, less nutritious foods and deficits of protein. we have also recently learned that the nomads had much larger brains, not because they were superior and more evolved in some way, but rather because poor nutrition resulting from agriculture led to decreases in human brain sizes in settled populations, not just relatively as the bodies shrunk, but actually absolutely. agriculture and civilization really did make the settled peoples small and weak and stupid and the superior nomadic aryans really did just ride in and slaughter them all, like rats biting the heads off of house mice, or like wolves eating domesticated dogs for breakfast.

but aryan is the same word as iran. arya exists as a place name in afghanistan, but not in germany. linguists claim ireland is a false cognate with arya, but i've never been fully convinced. regardless, there are almost no traces of aryan place names in europe that we can't expain by late migration (the alans, for example, settled in france, and disappeared but left a strong trace in human and place names), but there are a great number of place names in the east that we know have been there for centuries. 

in fact, the science states without ambiguity that these aryans, from ukraine, that spread their language and genes (r1*) throughout europe and asia, were not very european looking at all, but rather more central asian, in phenotype.

we needed the science of genetics to establish itself before we could properly understand this.

- the aryan race was indeed much larger - 6 or 7 feet tall - than settled agricultural populations, and it was warrior based, but that was not genetic, it was cultural and nutritional. they were also of a slightly darker skinned complexion (not quite olive or brown, but a beige or mixed white) than western europeans and mostly had brown eyes and black hair.
- blonde and red hair do seem to have developed in europe, but those traits were already in europe when the aryans got there. through a process of likely sexual selection (read: monster aryan men raping pretty little blond girls, many times, and over and over), the indigenous non-aryan europeans, who spoke a language with a traceable substrate but that is otherwise almost entirely lost, managed to retain that phenotypic trait, despite the aryan invasion, and not because of it. it is almost the only thing left of the indigenous european population, after the aryan invasion.
- blue eyes spread from finland in a manner that's still not fully understand, but was entirely independent of the aryan invasion into europe, and probably mostly just random genetic drift, aided by slight sexual selection.

this, in fact, repeated for thousands of years, until the mongols were blocked entry by a coalition of slavs and germans. the mongols were the last steppe warriors to threaten europe and no longer spoke an aryan language, but were otherwise what the aryans looked and acted like.

in the end, the steppe cultures were defeated with guns and tanks. agriculture won - smaller brain sizes and all. but these periodic steppe invasions brought genetic diversity with them, which europeans needed to continue to evolve. the fact that the nordic europeans were at the end point of these aryan invasion routes likely did help europeans become a master race and conquer the world in the 17th century, but that was the end of the long war that had been happening since darius.

so, the nazis got this all backwards; the aryans, the yamnaya, were indeed very much a master race, and they did slaughter and kill and replace much of the world. however, they were not europeans in the sense we understand it; they did not have blond hair or blue eyes and were not pasty white but a kind of darker white. they were not the nordic race. the nazis believed the aryans were from germany, and used the terms nordic and aryan interchangeably, but the nordics and aryans were distinctly different groups and the aryans in truth nearly wiped the nordics out, leaving almost nothing of them but the aforementioned phenotypic traits in the places that the nordics were wiped out from. because, hey, blonde chicks are hot.

it's not entirely clear how an actual nazi from the 30s would react to any of this, if explained to them now. they had faith that the nordic race was the master race that populated the continents. the science says that's wrong, that the nordic race was the victim of the aryan invasion and not the cause of it.