i walked away from a programming degree because i didn't want to do it, so this is particularly frustrating to me.

again: my degree is in math. the additional 19.5/20 comp. sci. credits i have are programming credits. so, i can program in c and java and scheme and some other languages. i can't do much else.

i enrolled in the program solely to get a job, and dropped out of it because the only thing i really learned was that i didn't have any interest in it.

i don't game. i don't script. i don't hang out with these kids, and they could knock me over without much effort, as i'm checking the reference manual.

and, i mean, that's fine, with me - because i don't care if i win or lose this, i just want to get back to my art.