to be clear: i haven't dropped my split. i still want to be doing alter-realities on fridays, period 3 during the weekend and journals during the week, it's just that:

1) i can't really do the music stuff until i catch up on the journals

2) i've got all of this other life stuff that won't stop coming, and the avoidance of which was supposed to be the purpose of living on disability.

*shrug*.

i don't want to have to do all this shit. at all. trust me. but, it's life in a capitalist economy, whether i like it or not.