i don't know what to do. i want to kill myself. this torture doesn't end. they won't stop. they think that torturing me is some kind of "therapy" and they want there to be some kind of "miracle".
belief in god is the most fucked up mental illness in human history. these horrible cults, mostly jewish in origin, have caused untold human suffering for millions of people. we need a global project to violently eradicate all religion from the earth, to end the suffering and oppression it creates.
i have to fight them and i have to bring them to justice. i have to make this worth something. my suffering cannot be in vain. i'm going to make this oppression count for something. they're never going to do this to anybody else.
it's the local mosque. once again, it's the muslims in the building. that's how they're organizing their torture and their sick belief system.