what happens is i get a migraine headache, complete with aura, i feel like shit for a little while, i pass out and i wake up dehydrated and filthy. it has no effect on me except that i feel filthy and shitty until it wears off. the idea that being filthy and sick is some kind of beneficial "therapy" is utterly retarded. i don't even understand. i can't imagine anybody reacting remotely positively to this. it's utterly horrible.
i haven't done these kinds of loser drugs since i was a little kid. i tried it a couple of times, i decided it wasn't much fun and i haven't touched it in like 30 years. i have no remote interest in it now as an adult. you'd have to have something seriously wrong with you to get any enjoyment out of a splitting headache and some stupid flashing geometric patterns. it's tedious and boring, and a horrible waste of time.
these poisons are doing substantive long term damage to my internal organs, to my hair and to my skin.
these people are not doctors and they are not doing research, they are petty criminals and they should be in jail. i don't understand what they want, but they're just making me tired and sick and sad and wasting my time and theirs alike.