there's a lull right now, i won't pretend otherwise.

but i've learned that this is how this works: nothing comes up until the end of the month, then it either goes immediately, or it bleeds into the next month.

so, i won't see serious listings for august 1st until after july 16th.

for right now, it's been a struggle to stay awake all day because she is, once again, smoking directly under my bed. i'd move my bed, but she'll follow, so why bother?

i'll write your report for you. again.

i'm tired. sluggish. unproductive. broadly miserable. frustrated that the coffee isn't working. coughing. having difficulty focusing.

it's pretty much my worst nightmare.