oh, and that's five months straight edge now, if you're keeping track - although i've noticed a big difference in cognition since getting out of that apartment. longer days. clearer thoughts. getting away from the marijuana has been a definitely huge benefit, so far, on my mental health.

as i'm currently unable to get to detroit to see shows, i could very well remain straight edge for months. there's just simply not a lot of reasons for me to get stoned, here in windsor, as the music scene is broadly absolutely terrible.

i could maybe order a little for christmas, but i'm not really thinking about it right now.