when was it that i finished with that little bit of pot that i smoked far away from the house?

the 25th?

i haven't smoked anything since - and that was after 11 months of complete abstinence. this is the new normal for me, and what i've actually wanted for a long time. i'm happy to be here. the struggle is not with my habits, they're under control, but with the habits of the people around me, and in finding a living environment where they're not affecting me when i don't want them to.