listen: i don't and never did have anything in common with kurt cobain. i never idolized him. i was never even that much of a fan.
i'm too young, frankly. he killed himself when i was 13.
corgan & reznor. those were the archetypes.
i even kind of looked a little like a young corgan, who is part cherokee, before i went on hormones.
i have no interest in drugs.
i never had any interest in drugs.
i've never broadcasted an interest in drugs; to the contrast, i've been pretty explicit in my condemnation of them.
and, all i can report is that i feel sick, that i want to be sober and clear-headed and that i don't understand what anybody gets out of this.
