it's not the interest rates, it's the easing. until they go back to easing, the long term direction is going to be downwards.

i must have eaten something that was rotten or something, because i've been unable to stay awake since thursday afternoon. i guess i'll give it another shot.

i need to find a way to increase the dosage on my testosterone suppressors, as i've been suffering through some spikes, and don't like it. i've just been double dosing in response. the strain on my liver may be contributing to the tiredness.

and, i need to cauk the windows up, as the pollution outside is very gross, and may be contributing to my inability to stay awake, too.

otherwise, i'm going to try to get a little bit of work done today.

i'll need to call the courthouse on monday to see if the justice is sitting or not. but, it seems like i'm going to have to go to the courthouse and make the accusations, on the record, to her face.

it's very simple: if the court has something to hide, they refuse to release the audio. otherwise, they release the audio in the name of transparency. i should have access to this audio under a basic foia under the privacy act. there's not another argument: they have something to hide and don't want me to see it, or they don't and want to prove that they don't.

nor can they get out of this by getting the justice to verify the transcript, although i think they might try. what that does is incriminate the justice. the transcript is wrong, and if the justice claims otherwise, that proves she's in on it.

we can do this the easy way or the hard way, kind of thing. but, the audio will get released, eventually.