so, that was not what i intended or expected to happen - i just slept for 20 hours straight, and i'm still not sure that i'm awake, yet.

i feel hungover. it's unpleasant.

i dunno.

i'll remind you that i haven't touched any kind of intoxicant since the end of may. i want to be "detoxing" right now after all the second-hand marijuana smoke from the summer - and, maybe i am. but, i'm having a really hard time staying awake, and i don't actually know why.