this is so remarkably stupid.

i need to file a draft order, and get the parties to agree to it. why can't i just get a judge to make an order?

i'm suing these people. i'm not their friend. i don't want to agree with them on anything, i want to annihilate and destroy them. i want to argue. i want to fight...

this is supposed to be an adversarial process, but it's designed with this insistence on cooperation that is intensely pissing me off.

i hate being nice to people that i hate. it makes me uncomfortable. and angry.