so, i seem to have survived the 10 g of cinnamon from last night, but that was foolish and i can't do that again.

i only bought $1 worth of it, but i hate wasting food, so i'll just take it in mini half teaspoons until it's gone and that's that.

that just increases the importance of the raspberries, which i'm coming in at 45 g rather than 35. i used to pick 10 raspberries, without measuring them; they measured at 45 g last night. that will also get me enough c to have them beat out the vector for fifth spot in the list, leaving both the vector and the banana as extra items when it comes to c.

i bought a second eighth on friday and am regretting it, but it should be done by my birthday, which was the plan around it. i think i needed this week to remind myself why i quit and refocus myself as i enter year 40.

i need to get the orchiectomy done by the end of the year. that's my plan for the year, if nothing else.