i don't want to live with young people. i don't want to live in a party house. i don't want to live with drug addicts, drunks or smokers. i don't like there to be loud music or drug or alcohol use in my living space. i want the place that i live to be very clean and very boring, because the place that i live is the place that i learn, read and work. i do not party in the place that i live and very explicitly do not want to, i need that separation space.
i need to live alone. i do not want to have a partner. at all. ever.
please do not go looking for me in real life, as if i am not out and about it's because i don't want to be. i am a deep introvert that needs alone time away from human beings. i am not outgoing. i don't like to hang out. i am standoffiish and cold and rude. i need to be completey by myself for 19 out of 20 days of the month in order to enjoy being social for the one day, and if i can't have the time to recharge by myself then i won't want to spend time with people at all.
i'm a reclusve artist that needs to be alone.
i don't want you to come find me.
fuck off. go away.