i was able to get about 90% of the cleaning in the garage done last night and this morning, which was recycle/compost day. so i shouldn't have to go out again for a while, after i finish the rest of the cleaning this afternoon. that's it.
i'm feeling better. more alert. i think the drugs are cleared.
then, that's it. i can close the window and door, spend october in the shower and finish what needs to be done in here.