Thursday, July 12, 2018

no, i need to be clear.

if i'm going to take a job, it's because i don't have another choice. if there was any way out...

so, i'm not looking for advancement.
i'm not looking to "climb my way up".
i'm not looking to save for retirement.
and, i'm certainly not looking to get off of odsp.

i'm just looking to minimize the amount of time i have to waste as a slave, for the shortest amount of time possible.

it's just a trick for the rental applications. 

i would turn down a promotion if offered.
i would reject full time hours.
i will not attend social gatherings with staff.
i will not socialize with staff on breaks.

it's just in & out with the least amount of energy expended possible - the bare minimum.

because i don't want to be there. at all.

but i understand that we have to do things we don't want to, sometimes.

i just want to stress the have to. as in - being forced to. being coerced to. against my will.

& until i don't have to, any more.