once again: leaving the house and coming back in has rendered me oppressively tired, leading me to suspect that somebody is essentially poisoning my food supply when i'm out. it might be the water, it might be the coffee, etc - i don't know. i know it's consistent - i am useless for several days when i get in, and it is clearly connected to the food.

i don't know what they're putting in there. it might even be one of these "anti-depressants", which are really just, functionally, quackery.

so, let it be stated here that the only effect i'm feeling is oppressive drowsiness.

and i hate it.

fuck off.