that was vicious, as always, but i seem to be pushing through it. having the window open is awful, but required; i need the airflow. it's nearly freezing...but i know i'll trip right back into it if i close it...

if i could just keep it down to a dull throb like i did for years previous, i could just plod through it, but i have to deal with the blurry vision and the difficulty focusing. ugh. ugh...