Thursday, February 18, 2021

somebody has been chain smoking drugs up there tonight, and it actually knocked me out around 21:00. i wanted to get some work done last night, but i've been stuck sleeping, instead :(.

i have the window open in -10 weather, and i'm going to need to rewash everything in here. it's depressing. and it's disgusting.

the security guard's report doesn't really add anything to the argument, and my response is going to be very short. but, this is very frustrating - i need to write a two page report and can't even sit down for an hour to do it without falling asleep due to a contact high.

legalization of drugs is not a straight forward concern, for this reason: drug addicts are inherently anti-social people that care little about the externalities of their actions. the criminality of drug addiction may not be the right approach, but the behaviour is hardly benign; for everyone that claims this is a victimless crime, i must object - i am being victimized by a drug addict landlord as we speak, with no legal recourse as he won't admit to it. and, there are now no longer any laws on the books to protect my health. i am forced to endure the suffering of living in a polluted environment, with no legal remedies available to me besides the assertion of market logic - "if you don't like it, move.".

move where?

with what wealth?

i have no way out. i must sit here and die, stoned, in a deprecated mental state. i have no choice, and there is no solution.