i forgot the fires.

i apologize for the oversight.

dear california,

you are not going to ship water from around the world to save yourself. you are going to collapse amidst heat waves and droughts, and most of you are going to die. then, the earth will swallow you and spit you into the ocean, because you're a bunch of assholes, anyways.

you'll have to deal with that.

i don't fucking care.

canada should focus on integrating the great lake megalopolis and the bos-wash / new england mega region and forget about arizona bay. 

the civilization is unsustainable, and it will and should collapse, and we should not try to save them or help.

energy efficiency will have no benefit to the climate.

if we're not doing transition, you're just getting ripped off for profit.

it's transition, or barbarism.

carbon is not a currency.

you can't "save emissions". you can't trade them. you can't offset them. you can't store them for later. that's all a bunch of bullshit.

the idea that energy conservation is going to reverse or slow down climate change is fundamentally wrong and a misunderstanding of climate science perpetuated by stupid conservatives that want everything to be a family budget, because they can't understand anything else.

no, carbon emissions are not like your grocery bill. that's retarded.

carbon transition is not about saving the carbon to burn it later, it's about eliminating carbon as an energy source altogether, and relying on sources like hydro and geothermal. carbon transition will get nowhere if it's bogged down by conservatives confusing the issue and reducing it to energy conservation.

further, electrical use has nothing to do with the climate at all. there is no reason to minimize electrical usage, unless you're stuck in the industrial era, and haven't converted your grid to renewables, in which case i pity your country. you should be converting your grid, not reducing electricity.

likewise, fresh water is a renewable and plentiful resource, unless you're dumb enough to try to live in a desert, in which case you should correctly die of thirst. california is thirsty? well, that's what happens when you build a civilization in a desert, you fucking retards. yes, you're all going to die, and you all deserve to die, too. what does that have to do with a sustainable society in the great lakes? we don't need to "save water". it's everywhere and it's renewable. california can go fuck itself.

whether you burn x amount of carbon now or burn x - y now, and y later, makes no effect to the climate. climate change is not about the rate of emissions, it's about the sum of emissions. if you're going to burn it anyways, you'd might as well burn it all now. burning it slower won't make any difference to the climate.

...because the climate is not an economist. the climate doesn't give a fuck about your homo economicus bullshit.

the group that does care about this is energy speculators and energy investors, who profit from artificial scarcity. this warped climate logic is perfectly good economic logic and if they can trick you into it they can inflate energy prices, and make you think saving it saves the planet, when it really just rips you off.

carbon taxes are not intended for you to reduce your energy use, they're intended to get you to change your energy source. but people didn't understand, and maybe it wasn't specific enough for them to.

laundry/walk-in closet/bathroom

the bathroom is off the kitchen, and the laundry is off the bathroom. these three rooms - bathroom, laundry, bedroom - are about the same size and placed side to side at the back of the house.

the bathroom required more caulking than the other spaces and i'm still looking to put a few mirrors in and caulk over the window, and there will need to be some work done fixing the walls, but it's pretty close to being finished.

the laundry/walk-in closet/sew room is an unfinished space, like the garage/sun-room in the front. this is the one part of the apartment i have confirmed rodent activity in, through an entry point somewhere back behind the piping. the entry point is also the source of a significant draft that i'm not going to plug up until the fall. i had to do a tremendous amount of cleaning in this space.

walking into the bathroom.

the door to the laundry is to the immediate left of the door to the bathroom. there's a door to the hot water tank there, too - so three doors. the boxes in front of the door are a temporary measure to prevent insects or rodents from crawling under it.

this is the entry into the laundry. the three rugs on the ground (which is concrete) were all there when i moved in and cleaning each of them was a priority in this space. i also scrubbed, lysoled, wiped, sweeped, mopped, vacuumed, scraped, sprayed and did whatever else i could to get the concrete floor as clean as i could. the dresser was left here by the previous tenant, but in the main part of the unit.

stepping onto the rug, taking a step forward and looking left opens up a narrow concrete space surrounded by recently built over wood planks, underneath a heating shaft going back to the furnace (also in a closet downstairs). i suspect that this was at one point a hallway and lobby coming in and out of the backyard. there's still the remnants of an old door frame, here, including a metal chain. in that space, the previous tenant left a large clothing rack that i have filled up with tank tops, dresses and old dress shirts from a previous life. there is enough space to get in there and to pull it around a little. i also installed a $10 amazon lamp as a light fixture by taping it around the wooden joist. there's a switch, but it's always on. so, there's the closet.

this is a nice dresser. as mentioned, it was left here. i don't think it's actually an old dresser, but it's manufactured to look like one. i have filled it with a variety of tshirts, long sleeve tshirts and sweaters of varying thickness, organized by thickness. i have a lot of shirts. the dresser is actually totally full.

i bought this wardrobe organizer on amazon for $40 and was not impressed by it. it was supposed to have a more closet-y shape to it with "shelves" for pants and towels and have a rod with some clothes hangers in it for jackets. i was going to use it for exactly what is in the picture - jeans, towels, bedsheets, etc - but i ignored the intended shape of the wardrobe and just built a 4x3 organizer with four shelves and 12 cubby holes, which i'm using for (1) different sized jeans in the close column, (2) various types of dust covers for electronics in the second column and (3) rags and clothes i want to try to sew before i give up on them. i have a big pile of jeans with rips that i want to sew.

this useful little shelf was also left here and is perfect for a laundry shelf. the shelf is broken, but it doesn't matter if i use it like this.

so, that's the wall.

on the back wall is the craft table i'm using as a sewing table and general clothes making or fixing table. i bought the table for $20 on kijiji. the shower curtains hanging from the wall were intended to block the draft but are now also acting as a deterrent to rodents, along with multiple cups of bleach to block paths and a handful of glue traps to catch anything that falls. i'm going to eventually clean them and then put them over the walls, and will likely buy some more for that reason. this is to cover the walls both for cosmetic reasons and because rats cannot climb on shower curtains. i need to buy a chair for in here as well as a step stool to get into the ceiling to clean. the lamp on the ground was left here and will probably not stay in this room, as there are two other $10 amazon lamps intended for this space (currently in the bathroom).

this is a mini sewing machine that i bought for $50 and should do what i need but, if it doesn't, i could get a bigger one, too. the extension cord was recently bought on amazon and has usb ports in case i need them in here. you can see an open hole under the bathtub that has been a problem but that i'm not hearing activity in more recently. i will probably seek to block that.

this is the dryer, on top of what i believe is an ironing table. i don't have any clothes i would iron, but it's there, and that table will open up when i get a chair. in fact, there are wood chairs in the table, but i'd rather get a more comfy chair. the dryer belongs to the owner. it works fine. i was initially confused by the indoor vent, but it's actually helpful as a source of heat in this space.

the washing machine was dirty and mangled, it needed to be taped up and the dispensers are broken, but it works well enough if you just put liquid soap right in it. it's a shame that it's a little busted, but it works, so whatever. the reflection of the duct is for the fan that was put in in december.

so, that's the close wall.

i bought this shop vac on sale at canadian tire for $50 and it has made it much easier to clean in here, but i'm not done in here yet.

this lamp is above the washer and was here when i moved in as well. this one will stay there, and i bought the other three in this room to be the same type as it.

back to the bathroom.

i bought that dust buster on amazon for $30 about two years ago.

this metal shelf was purchased on amazon for $40. the cardboard taped to the shelves is to eliminate the holes and comes from two cut up cereal boxes. it's shampoo/conditioner on bottom, towels on second rack, then soap and cleansers, shaving items and oral care items. 

i built this as a makeup shelf in 2015 and there's a little still there, but it's now intended to hold hair items on top, toilet paper on bottom and frequently used items in between. there are some shower shelves i haven't installed yet on the bottom.

i bought this as a towel rack in the previous basement. i don't remember how much it was. i have a larger mirror to put behind it, but i need to buy a shelf to put it on first.

here's the whole wall.

the shower was pretty clean. it had to be recaulked, which i did. i put my own shower curtain on.

i had to put a little silicone in to keep the shower handle on, but i'm actually not replacing this shower head, and  usually do.

this s directly above the bathroom sink. there is a window where there would normally be a mirror. it's to ground level, quite large and directly visible from outside. it's kind of creepy, actually. instead of looking at a mirror, you're looking out a window.

so what i did was cover it up with a drape and get a fan put in for starters. there's a window behind that. there's two of those $10 amazon lights taped to the drapes and a small shard of a mirror that was previously leaned against there but fell to the ground and got smashed.

what i am going to do is take the drape down, seal up the window and then cover over it with a large piece of cardboard. that has the pieces of the shattered mirror glued on to it. i'm going to have a string of bright usb lights placed around the shards of glass. it should have a pretentious art deco look to it.

that will be my bathroom mirror with vanity lights

as for myself, i'm still recovering from a year's worth of damaged hygiene. i'm looking better everyday.

there's the sink. it was pretty dirty, and the sink wasn't leaking, exactly, but needed to be tightened. it was not connected to the wall well and a lot of caulking was needed to fill a crack at the wall. it's much more sturdy now. the black soap holder replaces a margarine lid and was an amazon buy.

this is the fan they put in, and i'm glad they did. brand new. works great.

unfortunately, this is where the rodents have been sleeping. one of the managers just punched the wall open to fix a leak. it is actually the kitchen sink and not the bathroom sink that is directly above this. i put some glue traps and a container of bleach in there and i think there's actually a dead rat in there that's decaying because i'm seeing insects in there. i am not touching it for now. i've just taped it over, and they won't touch the tape, but i have at times seen several in there. it's weird. i can cut open the tape with an exacto knife and put things in there. the rats are not afraid of me, for some reason.

i will need to get that fixed. for now, that is gross, but of minimal concern.

the tenants above me are not from canada and don't seem to be that concerned about cohabiting with rodents.

the toilet was filthy when i moved in, but that's not why i changed the toilet seat. the toilet seat was for somebody that must have been barely five feet tall. i bought that toilet seat in 2014 for $50 at home depot, and it's been in a bag since 2018, and became mildly discoloured. the containers on the side are bleach and vinegar, and the top is full of powdered bleach. you can see where i tried to seal up the floor and the sink in the back.

you can see the bleach on the replaced toilet seat.

 i bought a makeup and charging table with a separate mirror and lights for this space but i have to set it up due to concerns about water leaks from the rodents sleeping in that space. that will go there when the rodent issue upstairs is resolved.

that's a picture of the wall, missing the makeup table (that power cord will go on the table and the lights will all be swapped out).

...and, that is looking out of the bathroom and back into the kitchen.

walkthrough remaining spaces

this is looking from the bedroom to the front door. the immediate foreground is where i'm building the recording studio. there will be shelving with a stationary bicycle closer to the front door.

this will be where the exercise bike and shelving for cds and textbooks is put. most of the items in the picture will end up in the garage.

the garage is behind this door, which leads upstairs to a lobby with a front door. i have not cleaned out the garage yet, but it will be the next task. that will let me clear a lot of this stuff out of there.

this is a shot looking back to my studio desk.

i don't really need a living room because i don't have people over or watch tv. but i'm going to set up a listening room with a stereo, one or two couches and some coffee tables. this is looking through the living room into the kitchen.

this is looking back at the listening room from the kitchen (with the hallway leading to the front door behind it)

kitchen

some things in the kitchen are being redone or revisited, but i set up the kitchen first and posted a summary of it:

https://dsdfghghfsdflgkfgkja.blogspot.com/2025/10/step-one-in-setting-this-place-up-was.html

i have added caulking to the floors and am going to be swapping out some shelves due to load issues. i haven't set the saw up yet.

the coffee table book is still coming, and these pictures will be better organized, but this is a terse documentation of the cleaning i've been doing this month.

bedroom:

as mentioned, the bedroom is relatively small. to me, bedrooms need to have beds, dressers, closets, stereos, bookshelves and writing/typing spaces. the thing that can't fit in here is a closet, which has been moved to it's own space.

the bedroom had drafty baseboards, but i didn't notice until the cold snap. right now, the floor is still thawing from the freezing winter, but the drafts are sealed. the windows weren't that bad, but they were sealed. 

everything was scrubbed, washed and vacuumed, including the bed. the bed took a while to clean a coffee spill and some general dirtiness off of. 

i'm not done in here yet. i need shelves and i need to put books on the shelves. i have not set up the typing system or the stereo. my celestions need new tweeters.

walking in.

broad view.

the kefs will eventually go in the living room, after i get new tweeters for the celestions, which will go here instead. i found these matching speaker tables on the curb for free.

i bought this dresser for $50 when i first moved to windsor. the system on the left is the living room system, temporarily connected to the kefs in here. the bedroom system with the tweeterless celestions sits beside it. there is also a monitor for the studio and a printer/scanner, here. the bedroom system will move to where the living room system is, the monitor will go in the studio and the printer will come down on to the dresser, where it is now. i lost two of theses drawers and have instead just taped the front of them to the dresser. the four drawers have socks, underwear and pajamas. the rest of my clothes are in the walk in closet.

i bought this desk in the apartment i was briefly in over the summer, for $20. it was intended to be a sewing desk, but there's a better sewing desk in the walk-on closet. the chair was found for free on the curb. i need to do my taxes this weekend. this is a writing/typing desk, for when i want to sit up to work. the laptop on it is also temporary, as is the 90s ethernet cable.

i have a filing cabinet and some shelves to move in to this space but haven't yet. this shelf will be for larger reference books. note the caulking on the baseboards.

the whole wall. the windows did not require much caulking. the windows open to a fenced area and don't require drapes, so i might not bother.

the back wall. i have some wood to install some shelves for paperbacks on it. there will be two (for now) full wall shelves stacked with novels, for the journal project. that's my old sarah painting from 2002.

the modern bedtable - hard drives, laptops, usb keys, ip phones...and kleenex boxes. gantz graf, baby. that chromebook is my current typing pc, which i need to upgrade. there are two newer hp chromebooks in the pile that don't expire until 2030. two of these tables were cheap walmart buys and one was bought second hand on kijiji in 2015ish.

the bed. 

again. the white cylindrical object is a hepa air filter, which is less necessary now, but i'm still using. there's an alarm clock and a container of pomegranate grapefruit palmolive dish soap i use as an air freshener.

i will get some smaller tables to put on top of these ones to organize and dedclutter some of the smaller items.

my airgapped typing pc, a lenovo office pc, is in this box, ready to be setup with a custom windows 7 image.

the other kef with the other table, plus an electric heater on a box. the box has the shelving unit for in the corner in it.

looking out into the future studio.