Saturday, November 18, 2023

whoever stole my pictures - and there are two suspects, the previous owner and the current one - must be reading my blog.

let me try this: please email me the content. i'm not asking you to destroy it, i just want it back. the problem is less that you copied it and more that you deleted it.

there was not anything sexually explicit, and it would be a stretch to call it soft porn. more truthful is that it was probably interpreted as promo material to try to sell me. well, i've shaved my head and that gave me the opportunity to thoroughly turn off any buyers, which i'm grateful for. i don't imagine they're interested in me in anymore, thank the god that doesn't exist. i really just want my media back.

i won't get angry if you just send it back.

on the other hand, if i find out you stole it, and you don't return it, i will need to try to get you arrested for it.

you can use a fake address if you want. what should exist, specifically, is a moderate to small number of pictures of myself in my two pink tank tops, taken before i went out bicycling, as was the previous routine. i had an exercise uniform that year. there should also be pictures of me before i went to the university to type in november and december of 2022 and pictures of me before i got my health card picture taken in october, 2022.

are there videos? there might be. i don't recall anything specific, like walking back and forth to the store, but it's the kind of thing that might be there. i don't recall stopping anywhere to film on my bicycle rides. i think it's more likely that there were periodic videos taken of me riding the bicycle and videos taken of me at or around the hospital. the only videos of me that would have had shots of me would be pictures taken in the mirror before i left. i think.

i am not a sex worker and will not become one and that should be clear. my media is not sexualized, either. frankly, it would be pretty pathetic stuff to jerk off to. these pictures were not intended for a commercial purpose. i just want my media back for my own life narrative, so i have a record of what i looked like in the second half of 2022, as a blonde.