Wednesday, January 13, 2016

i thought this was the left wing establishment institute?

i only have up until the end of 2014 in my watchlist, btw. another few videos, and then i'm on to something else. i'll be back eventually.

but, how do you get through this presentation on uncertainty and not say a thing about geopolitics? which, specifically, means the war budget?

because that's what happened, right. clinton basically fixed the deficit. then some crazy people took down some buildings in manhatten, war spending went through the roof and the reagan cold war military budget catastrophe was duplicated by his protege, bush II.

now, you can talk about weak growth or the war economy or whatever else, but the basic problem that the state faced - the uncertainty it had to deal with - was it's inability to predict this war we've all been fighting for the last fifteen years.

it's astounding to me that this is completely ignored at all, let alone by what is supposed to be the left-wing establishment.

i'm caught up. regularly nightly uploads one week behind will resume tomorrow at midnight.
so, i've got my 96+ hours of non-smoking in and, while i'm still sore, i think i could maybe get back to work tomorrow.

this has to be final. smokers have a tendency to claim they're quitting. but this really has to be the end of it.

i started editing the dec 19th vlog on the afternoon of the 11th. i'm rendering the jan 12th vlog right now. so, that's a good three days straight of editing for three and a half weeks. meaning i could maybe edit a week in a day? a lot of them were short. but, it means i'm caught up until next week, now....

i don't want to ever waste three days editing vlogs again. but, i think it actually helped keep my mind distracted.

i'm getting bursts of awakeness. i don't know. i may need another day or two. if i do, i'll take it. i'm willing to take my time with this right now and wait until i'm ready.

12-01-2016: estrogen increase, 35th birthday & total apartment cleaning

tracks worked on in this vlog:
https://jasonparent.bandcamp.com/album/period-1