Thursday, May 19, 2016

19-05-2016: chelsea wolfe (detroit)

their music:
https://chelseawolfe.bandcamp.com/

vlog for the day:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HlSVl2gKhlU

review:
http://dghjdfsghkrdghdgja.appspot.com/categories/shows/2016/05/19.html

i was dreaming this morning. and, in case you're curious....

the truth is that i'm actually very content with the life that i live right now. it would be nice if disability could be a bit more, but i'm actually not complaining - there's really no point you could set it at where it wouldn't be nice if it were a bit more. i'm truly well fed and consider myself to have a very high quality of life.

so, if i were to do it all over again, what would i do? well, i'd be moving towards getting to where i am today faster, not trying to get to somewhere else. that may have meant applying for disability at a younger age. or, perhaps i may have focused on investment.

if i had the advantage of foresight, i would have probably studied finance and then not spent the time afterwards working but trying to rip people off on the various markets, until i could approximate the lifestyle i have now. it might mean $3000/month off dividends rather than $1000/month off government assistance. but, that actually doesn't really scale into a substantial difference. less walking, more cabs. more pizza, maybe? buying software instead of pirating it?

i just get the impression sometimes that people think i expected more out of myself. but, what that really means is that they weren't actually listening to what i was saying. i was never about winning the game; i was always about trying to get out of the obligation of having to play it. that's my conception of freedom: walking away.

seasons 001-006 (bd-1) [introducing myself]

06. trying to move forward, but just can't stay awake... (dvd 6)

18-05-2016: sorting through old email (ending season 6, starting the summer)

tracks worked on in this vlog:
https://jasonparent.bandcamp.com/album/period-1

typical alex jones - needs to pick on children to make his argument. are any of those kids even old enough to vote? i'd guess not. you should really be applauding them for having the initiative to participate at 15 or 16.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0OC7z__uKbA
see, i'd actually like to see this twisted around. i think the people of libya might have something to say about clinton surrogates claiming that violence and intimidation are never acceptable under any circumstances. i guess there's different ways to read into this, but the broad truth is: bullshit.