it's very pathetic that i have to do this but some losers named maurico velasco and sean hansel that i went to high school with - and are not my friends, and have not been my friends in 20 years - are continuing to try to steal access to my sites. i have been trying to tell mauricio to fuck off and leave me alone for 30 years, but the loser is obsessed with me because he's a classic closeted repressed homosexual. unlike him, i am not gay.
i was forced to work with mauricio in a school project in grade 10 against my inclinations and he decided after that that we were best friends. the feeling was not mutual. i've been trying to get rid of him ever since, and he won't fuck off.
these two pictures were taken of me, jessica parent, in march of 2013, not long after i had died my hair pitch black.
i was at an outdoor festival the day previously and i had just woken up relatively hungover.
in early 2014, google+ forced me to upload a picture, which became my youtube profile picture. i actually did not want to upload a picture, but i was forced to by the algorithm in order to make a post. i picked the worst picture i could find, which was this one.
this has since become my brand id picture.
this is not a picture of sean hansel, who is a natural blond. this is a picture of the person born jason parent, now named jessica parent, and who has been using the online name of jessica murray since c. 2005 in order to create a layer of separation between my trans identity and my birth name (and past life).
jessica murray = jessica parent = jason parent.
one of the ways to be sure this is a picture of me is that my eyes are crooked. i had an unsuccessful surgery to "fix" a lazy eye (which i didn't have) when i was young and it wasn't done right and has affected my vision as an adult and left my eyes misaligned. they get crooked when i'm tired or stoned, or hungover as in this picture.
the one and only picture of sean hansel, who did record some guest vocals for me in late 2001 and early 2002 as a part of the process of demoing some tracks, none of which were used in the final compositions, is the bottom picture at the following album cover:
sean is the blond that looks like a lumberjack. i am the dark haired bono look-alike in the lennon shirt. my hair is dyed black in that picture as well.
i used this picture because it is the only picture of sean i had, as it was taken by my ex-girlfriend sarah on a trip to a concert with me and some old high school friends. the picture was also in early 2003, very close to the terminus point of rabit is wolf, and consequently very nearly contemporary to the demos (it was a few months later).
i don't know why sean is pretending that is a picture of him, but it is the tip of something more sinister. it is not. it is a picture of me.