i recently woke up and experienced the effects of being drugged on thursday, july 31. i believe i was drugged over the last weekend. there were a few events that i documented with police, including waking up with my scrotum apparently having been swabbed, which i've experienced before.
i want to be clear that police have asked me for these results several times over several years. i'm empirically driven and have understood why, but was unable to get them until now. now that i have the results, and they uphold my claims, they won't accept them. it's both curious and suspicious and if this is a block being erected in front of me on my path to bringing these criminals to justice, i'm going to need to ram through it as necessary. i have no choice but to be as aggressive as possible.
i received my second blood test results, and they are clearly demonstrating my concerns are valid. the first test picked up secondary markers, and was taken too late after being drugged to catch direct markers. the second test was still a day late but picked up direct markers that are more or less exactly what i was expecting. unfortunately.
i actually hoped to prove myself wrong. i've instead proven myself right.
next time, i will go on the day of being drugged. i expect it will capture the very high testosterone result i've been expecting to catch for months.
i doubled up on the t-blockers before i went to bed tonight and am feeling better. i may need to get in the habit of taking t-blockers before i go to sleep in order to block their "therapy".
i need to be clear: i have no testicles. testosterone is not created by magic pixies swimming in your blood, waiving a wand. if you don't have balls, you don't have testosterone. it's that simple.
(unless, maybe, you have cancer. i can and should rule that out, but it's remote, given all of the other tests i've been doing. if i do happen to have cancer, that doesn't explain the conversations i've had with my harassers, who are real enough to talk to me on a regular basis.)
there is no way for my body to manufacture it's own testosterone in any substantive quantity. if the test picks testosterone spikes up, i am necessarily being drugged. my body cannot make it. and you don't eat it in food, you have to make it.
the following results are atypical of my blood chemistry and indicate i'm being drugged with male hormones against my will.
RBC COUNT 4.42 3.7 - 5 X E12/L (higher than normal, suggests elevated testosterone)
HEMOGLOBIN 142 115 - 150 g/L (higher than normal, suggests elevated testosterone)
CORTISOL LATE DAY 231 nmol/L (this is very high. it should be less than 100.)
TESTOSTERONE 1.1 0 - 1.8 nmol/L (i never, ever, ever test higher than 0.5. this is catching it on the way out, after having already hiked my hemoglobin. i'm sure it would have been higher the day before. try #3 will react to this.)
URINE CREATININE Above 22.02 5 - 16 mmol/L (not as high, still high)
URINE ALBUMIN Above 43 0 - 20 mg/L (still high)
GFR - 78 for female, about 105 for male. as stated previously, there's no obvious way to calculate this.
creatinine in urine suggests a loss in muscle mass. where is this muscle mass coming from?
lest anybody question the point, i'll clarify that i am taking my meds:
PROGESTERONE 73.8 nmol/L
ESTRADIOL 794 pmol/L
PROLACTIN 54.38 ug/L
those are levels consistent with pregnant women. they're quite high, actually. higher than usual.
further, suppressed fsh and lh indicate i'm not producing my own testosterone. if i were generating my own testosterone, these results would be much higher:
FSH 0.3 IU/L
LH <0.2 IU/L
these results indicate that
1) my testosterone is much higher than normal, both directly and indirectly
2) that testosterone was introduced and not generated, which was obvious anyways, because i'm castrated.
i was not able to find a lab that would measure testosterone in urine that was open on aug 2nd. i haven't called lifelabs, who were closed, yet. this test might not be available in ontario. this was intended to be the key test. the implication is that it would be higher than would be expected, but i could not get it tested. i don't want to fabricate results.
the first result was a monday. this result was a saturday. the next result will need to be on a friday, and then i'll try on a thursday that i think i've been drugged. they always start harassing me on wednesdays or thursdays, after drugging me shortly before then.
this is step one, and it's the second of what i expect will be three or four tries to catch it. step two is getting the information to police and forcing them to react in a way that they clearly don't want to, but are going to have to in order to uphold the law, whether they like it or not. the police are going to be forced to make these arrests, eventually. i'm a victim of third degree rape, of stalking and of conversion therapy, and i want the perpetrators to be indicted for it.
i understand that this is insane. you don't have to tell me this is insane; i'm the one living it. the evidence is unfolding as i expected it would and police need to react appropriately. it is correct to observe that this is insane, but it is what it is.
the mystery as to who is doing this has advanced somewhat.
in recent days, i've become aware of the possibility that it may be police that are drugging me. in truth, i've realized this as a possibility for a while. i have had conflict with the local muslim community because i've stood up for the values of secularism and because i don't care if they like my lifestyle choices or not. they have targeted me, and they are a powerful lobby group in this area, with substantial influence on city council and at city hall. they get what they want because they pay for it. if that is the case, as i believe it is, i'm going to need to get some kind of investigation launched, into the windsor police's infiltration by the local muslim cult groups, perhaps by the rcmp. there are a substantial number of muslim police officers in the windsor police force, and they treat me discernibly differently than officers of non-italian european ancestry do. it's a very noticeable difference; the white officers tend to take me seriously to the limited point that i've been able to advance my argument, are sympathetic and want to provide suggestions as to the evidence they need to form reasonable grounds while the muslim officers are overwhelmingly transphobic and consistently treat me like i'm some kind of pervert or sexual deviant that is getting what i deserve and should be arrested for resisting it. given the negative way that religions like islam treat any break from heteronormativity, i think it's important that the windsor police try to minimize contact between muslim police officers (who show up to work without grooming themselves, and are consequently hard to take seriously or respect) and both white and not white queer people, as there's a severe power imbalance that has the potential to lead to conservative muslim officers persecuting minorities in canada, as happens regularly in the muslim world, and which i presume nobody except them wants. i don't yet have an oiprd complaint to make, but i would request this be investigated by a white officer, and not by a muslim. the muslim officers can police their own, i guess, but i don't want to be oppressed by conservative muslim officers, as i'm pushing back against an attack on me by the right-wing muslim community and because islam is a religion and therefore a mind control cult like all other religions, i would expect muslim officers to prioritize their allegiance to their cult over their allegiance to secular law and the state, which is a problem that needs to be recognized and taken seriously. i might have to launch some kind of private prosecution, but i'm blocked by my inability to determine the identity of the stalkers. i need police to step in to figure out who they are.
i ran a title search on the land parcel, which cost me $40. it indicates no changes in land ownership have occurred since 2016. this rules out the hypothesis that the land was recently purchased by the previous owners, which was a reasonably good guess that the evidence didn't uphold, but that just makes the identity of the stalkers that much more mysterious. i know there's three people - a husky male that seems to be arabic, a person that is female-identifying and somebody that sounds like a younger male. they are currently spending a lot of time in the unit directly below me. i don't know if they are guests of the tenants or if the property management is in some way involved. it doesn't rule out the possibility that the female identifying voice is one of the previous owners, and the previous owners were clearly at least aware of what was going on in the previous space.
i am left with three hypothesis as to how i'm being drugged. one is that i'm being injected with something in my anus by somebody that is periodically getting in here somehow, and i do have a fair amount of circumstantial evidence upholding this. i keep going back to this because it's where the evidence is. the second is that somebody is drugging my food, and if that is the case they would require a key to enter the apartment or be able to get in through the window. i have noticed signs of tampering around the windows. i think this is actually the least likely. the third hypothesis is that i'm breathing something in and that this may be being masked by marijuana use in the building. i have noticed weird odours that give me brutal hemiplegic headaches with major auras for a long period of time, both here and in the previous apartment. i have actually documented this. while smoking or burning steroids would no doubt be an unusual route of administration, i want to point out that there are nasal testosterone sprays on the market and that nasal administration is consequently medically well-explored:
i need to demonstrate i'm being drugged, first. i will need to figure out how and why after, and i'll need the cops to do that investigation. i actually don't know these answers with any clarity, and have only been able to come up with suggestions. based on what they've told me, the primary motivation is to apply their religious laws on me.
some of the recipients of this report have reacted by calling the police, which is absurd. i'm not breaking any laws by serving you with a document and suggestions that i am are legally incoherent and frivolous. however, given that the police are indicating that they do not want to properly investigate, and whether it is because they are involved or just due to a right-wing/conservative bias on the force, i'm actually left in the position where requesting police seek (and fail to obtain) a warrant is probably the fastest way i'm going to get this in front of a judge. i can't be intimidated by muslim police officers into not defending myself against an attack by the muslim community. i would consequently request that the police go ahead and put all of these emails in front of a judge, with the further request that the justice determine how best to launch an investigation into what is going on, and figure out the identity of my stalkers, who will not stop harassing me until they are arrested.