the bad news is that i'm completely exhausted. i feel like i'm waking up from a three day bender - sore body, headache, acne (the soap helped but i still have to wash the soap off), balance issues, coughing, sre throat, difficulty staying awake. i've been sleeping almost nonstop since about 2:00 on tuesday morning, which is almost 30 hours. i don't think i'm done yet.
jocks are retarded; steroids are poison. testosterone makes people stupid. i simply don't want this filth in my body. i don't care about gender identity in clinical terms at this point, i'm too old, what i care about is my physical and mental health. this is an unhealthy chemical with extremely negative primary and side effects, both mental and physical, and i want it eliminated from my body. i've been on suppressors for decades. i've had surgery. drugging me against my will is unconscionable and these shitheads will get what they deserve for it in the end.
i expect minimal to zero long term damage.
but i do not want this to happen again.