another reboot.

again: somebody doesn't want me on the internet, and it has to do with my views on islam.

and i don't fucking care.

go fuck yourself.

so, i've set up a payhip site:

https://payhip.com/jessicamurray

that site will be digital downloads only - and will house isos for data cds, dvds and bds, which i can't upload to bandcamp, unfortunately. so, the payhip site will be comprehensive. but, the bandcamp site is still central.

i'm also doubling the price of all physical items at the bandcamp site.

nobody wants to buy a physical cd anymore - i get it. i don't want to, either. so, i'm making a cd here and there, and i've been losing money in the process. i don't want to eliminate the option, but the economics are what they are, and the cost of manufacturing cds on demand like this is pretty high, nowadays. it's just what it is.

the cost of the downloads will stay the same.

so, i'm going to upload one item to payhip every day, as i post it here, until it's filled up. i should have inri000, inri001 and inri002 up soon.

my table is in and installed.

these are cheap tables, but they'll work fine, and it means i should be able to get to reinstalling some things on that side of the room next week. 

the box is sufficient for the back of the bookcase but it seems to have been sitting in cigarette ash. the item itself doesn't smell, but there was literally grey soot all over the box. i've got it airing out, and i'll try to lysol it a few times, but i may have to toss it.

so, that's done with, and the last component for the furniture to construct in that space is bringing the wood to home depot, which i'll wait until april to do. although i can also maybe ask if the guy up there has a wood saw...

so, those unexpected reboots. i don't know what the idiots are trying to do, but it's often frustrating in terms of losing trains of thought. and, i'm going to construct that, now.

- i was going through from sept 24th, 2018 ----> now and rebuilding the four blogs, along with several side documents at one drive.

- but, i wanted to go through and understand what files may have been removed, if any. so, i rewound back to early 2018 and was reading through them, forwards.

- i decided i can probably build the dtk blog up as i do that. at least.

- but i needed to go back and reread the components i added to each of the vlogs to understand what should and shouldn't be added.

i was going through the travel blog when the machine rebooted. and, this is why i'm not using my normal pcs to connect to the internet.

my table should be here today, it seems. finally.

and, i'm setting up a payhip account for digital downloads. i'll post that soon.

today's post is inri002.

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i've released a dozen different things with the title "inricycled", making it more of a concept than a release. it's not just the material i'm recycling, now, it's the idea of recycling material. 

i hope this is the final iteration. the difference, here, is that i'm trying to isolate segments of songs that people interested in my more recent compositions would find interesting. these fragments aren't entirely void of lyrics, but they're very minimal. they're also quite short. 

i've retitled most of the tracks to get a feel of what the music sounds like and/or what i was thinking as i was writing it. 

the material in this volume is taken from the following cassette demos, inri000 and inri001: 

jasonparent.bandcamp.com/album/inri-cassette-demo-1 (1996) 

jasonparent.bandcamp.com/album/inri-cassette-demo-2 (1997) 

this is the best possible absolute starting point for my musical material. 

written and recorded over 1996 and 1997. digitally remastered, sequenced and mildly modified in the fall of 2013. released dec 11, 2013. finalized as lp000 on july 3, 2016. first liner note release added on jan 26, 2020. i consider this my unofficial zeroth record. as always, please use headphones. 

this release also includes a printable jewel case insert and will also eventually include a comprehensive package of journal entries from all phases of production (1997, 2013-2020). as of jan 26, 2020, the release includes a 106 page booklet in doc, pdf & html, with an html5 audio & video frontend, that includes journal entries from the remastering process over sept-dec, 2013, as well as the video for inertia, from dec, 2013 . 

released July 1, 1997 

j - guitars, effects, bass, drums, vocals, keyboards, tapes, found sounds, metronomes, digital wave editing, production.

i'm going to translate something in the article because you probably don't even know what they're talking about - but you're supposed to. i've picked this up before - the arab oil sheikhs seem to think we're all a bunch of dumb fundamentalist christians. they're entirely clueless. maybe they've read too much jordan peterson, or maybe they've listened to too much steve bannon, who both have the same position on this, but they're lost in the misunderstanding that europe is a fundamentally christian society, and that it's colonies are rooted in christian values.

we're all descended from the puritans. we're quakers. we're mennonites. 

it's hilarious.

the history of europe is in fact the history of an epic struggle against christianity, and that is one of the themes in these pages.

but, what they're referencing is this stupid story in the bible called "the judgement of solomon", where the mythical king solomon (this person never actually existed) is asked to choose which woman a child belongs to. he first suggests to cut the child in half, and one of the women shrugs and says fine, while the other insists they let it live and give it to the other woman. this fictional character called solomon then decides the child is really the offspring of the mother who said to let it live, and she gets the kid. this is then presented as an act of "wisdom".

now, you've probably never heard this story before because you were probably raised irreligiously in a multi-ethnic household and the closest thing to religion in your upbringing was probably disney movies, grimm, hans christian anderson and greek mythology. but, the fact that this diplomat is dropping it is a key hint that he's been bought off by arab blood money, because it's intended to be a part of the propaganda - you're supposed to draw the connection, and deduce that this woman is wise, like solomon. that's supposed to be obvious to you. and, that's supposed to make you like her more.

it would be hilarious if it wasn't so ominous.

but, it's not some accident of allusion - it's evidence that the thing is being guided.

i need to repeat: this article is an attempt by rich arabs, who have apparently bought access in the canadian media, to emotionally manipulate you into supporting the resettlement of islamist extremists in the country, for the purposes of colonizing the region.

and, it's not clear where the government actually stands on this.

these aren't victims - they're war criminals.

it's a trojan horse.

these are the kinds of tactics they use. repeatedly.

don't fall for it.

https://www.cbc.ca/news/politics/former-us-diplomat-wants-children-freed-syria-detention-camps-1.5951716

these women are war criminals, and they deserve firing squads, not empathy.

do not fall for the propaganda - it's all it is.

again - i strongly doubt that this kid was born in canada, and the time frame where kids might have been born in canada and brought over there as infants has at this point pretty much closed. 

if there's a time window when you can undo this, it is very young, and largely passed. i don't want them here.

the only way i want to see any of these people in this country again is in cuffs, on their way to a life in prison on a sentence for crimes against humanity - without any chance of parole.

again - there's clearly a huge amount of arab blood money underlying what is a clear propaganda push to soften the image of a collection of war criminals that participated in the worst atrocities that we've seen on this planet since the second world war.

these people need to be wiped off the face of the planet.

and, that includes any children born there - which should not be considered canadian citizens. the kid is four years old and you're telling me they weren't born there? that's bullshit. that kid is going to grow up a jihadist, and this is just a backdoor for extremism, by co-opting the language of humanitarian do-gooding.

this is an expansionist culture rooted in concepts of imperialism and colonialism and it consistently does everything it can, and resorts to deplorable methods, to perpetuate itself.

somebody on the peninsula spent a lot of money to conquer syria and it failed. we rescued thousands of victims of their slaughter. and, now they're following those who escaped to canada - which is presenting itself as an easy target.

https://www.cbc.ca/news/politics/former-us-diplomat-wants-children-freed-syria-detention-camps-1.5951716

so, my internet went down some time this evening and was off when i woke up.

i can't get the master document to load or convert anywhere in the cloud, so i don't remember how far i archived to. it was july or august or something like that. 

but, i do know i have multiple inbox snapshots and multiple xml downloads. if it's not in the master document, it's probably in one or the other...

this is not my prerogative right now. even if i found it, it would just to be acknowledge that i'm compromised, and then what? the fact is that the end product is the journals, not the blog. if this space is compromised, it's more important that i can back it up. and, i don't actually really understand what's going on - only that posts critical of islam seem to disappear from time to time.

i need to finish reading the blog forwards and understand the depth of the situation before i react further.

but, as the internet was down, i spent the evening cleaning. i got a ways into cleaning the kitchen, and it doesn't make sense to stop and start. so, i'm going to make some pasta and finish it up this morning.

i want a long day today so i'm going to push forward and try to get some work done in the afternoon.