Saturday, February 20, 2021

i fucking hate being tired like this.

there is no purpose or value to sleep. it is literally the absence of existence, the absolute destruction of life.

give me a pill that ends sleep, and gives me my short, finite, meaningless life back.

i'm again convinced i've been drugged with some kind of "medication", and all i can do is say "fuck off, i don't want your filth.". but i'm back up and all i can do is try to stay awake.