i'm really just ordering my thoughts...

there's a payday loan company in windsor with a $300 for $20 deal on.

yes, i'll make sure there's nothing hidden.

that's going to get me to 3 of 4 days, at least. it'll be 4 if i stretch it to the max possible; more realistic is that it's three days, andi only spend something like $250.

if i do this, i'll be in for june, and probably need to cut my diet down a little - although that extra $50 is probably the difference.

i'm not sure it's worth it, yet. i have a few hours, still...

worst case, i could try and sell a few cds mid-month. or maybe try the same trick again. yeah, i know that that's how they get you, but so long as it's a $20 fee and i'm confident i'll catch up in a month or two, it's not so terrible. the thing you have to stop yourself from doing is not realizing fees. i'm too smart to get tricked, and too humble to get done in by arrogance. they won't get me on this.

and, i'll sue if anybody gets dishonest.

i'm seriously considering exploring it, anyways. i mean, i get paid on wednesday at midnight. and i can make my budget work for $320, even though i know i probably won't spend it all. it's really honestly just an advance for a week - although it's also going to honestly take away the whole of june, too.

hrmmn.

i guess i need to check june listings, too.